colder than ever. huh.

10.5.11


Oh yeah. Great day. Not feeling great anymore nowadays, don't know why. I hate to think of all the moments, but luckily I have Sofiah and 'Ainul and Syafiqah and Sakinah by me. Oh man, this totally sucks. I hate to hate, but they made me hate. Wth?

So fortunately, Sofiah selalu mengingatkan aku tentang perkara-perkara yang maybe sometimes aku keterlaluan. For example, like now. Tetiba aku sakit hati dengan beberapa orang (not to mention being prejudice to them) dan seperti biasa aku luahkan kat orang tepi aku, Sofiah.

Bukan orang lain eh -,-

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Because she hears and understands me. Orang lain tak macam dia :') Biarlah kiteorang selalu gaduh-gaduh manja (ewww, gedik XD) but that's friendship. Kalau tak gaduh tak sah. Sedangkan lidah lagi tergigit, inikan pula suami isteri hidup berkawan. HAHA

Apabila aku stressed, aku cakap dengan dia. Aku kalau depressed, I don't say a word to anyone. Tapi kalau dengan Sofiah, I'll just let it out. Biasanya kalau aku sakit hati, I don't talk to people. Sebab Sofiah ni ada satu jenis attraction. Bila terbit wajah kusut aku, ringanlah mulut dia bertanya;
Why, Fiey?
Kalau aku jawab, "Nothing." dia akan balas;
Takpe...Sabar, Fiey... Sabar.
And then beberapa minit kemudian aku akan beritahu kat dia kenapa aku bad mood -__________-' See? Senang kan? All that matter the most is, ambil berat. That's it, if you show someone that YOU cared about them, they would care back :D

Seringkali, kalau aku cakap yang aku geram dengan dotdotdot, keluarlah ayat ini...
Fiey, kite takboleh benci orang sangat sangat, nanti takut one day kita akan suka dia. Kita pun takboleh suka orang sangat sangat, because one day we will hate them.
Oh yeahh, dari form one lagi kata-kataku tersemat di hatiku. Thanks to her, of course. Sampailah aku jadi partner dia sekarang ni, masih lagi nasihat yang sama. Yes, even though dia anak bongsu, but she is more mature than me -,-

Lately ni ramai orang gedik di sekeliling, mengakibatkan aku stres lagi stres lagi. For example, yesterday's incident is still in my head. And apparently that's the reason I didn't post any entries yesterday. Ha, ha. Thanks to the 'budak'.


Nok dekat dekat pekse ni jugoklah mu wat nyakit ati aku dehs. Eiii, aku takut aku je hok ddose sebab dokleh maaf mu. Mu pulok, for sure takkan mitok maaf ah -___-" As if I don't know that already. Yeah, this kind of thing sucks.

Ok ok, then tadi kat sekolah aku masih lagi effect dengan peristiwa semalam tuu. Ohhh, I hope I hope I would forget it :( But I just can't. Sebab dia buat menda tu tanpa sebarang motif yang jelas. Aku tak bersalah pun, aku just tengah borak dengan 'Ainul je?

Aku moody hari ini, mujur ada Sofiah. Lepas tu Sofiah bertanya, "Kenapa, Fiey?" dengan suara penuh concern.

Aku pun jawab, "Tak de ah, yang semalam tu. Saya benci ah!"

Lalu, dia membalas, "Isy, Fiey... Tak baik benci orang, nanti..." ayat dia tak habis sebab aku potong.

"Kita akan suka dia balik..." sengaja aku potong line.

Kemudian, dia nak cakap benda lain rupanya. "Eh tunggu dulu! Bukan tu. Dengar sini, kalau kita benci orang, nanti akan ada orang benci kita balik..." ujarnya.

Aku fikir kejap, kemudian, "Biarlah dia benci saya, saya benci jugak dia."

"Isy tak baik cakap macam tu. Bukan orang yang sama, orang lain, mungkin..." balasnya

Huh.
That's the best part about her. Always made me feel more comfortable. Even though then aku rasa sengkip dengan diri sendiri. Haih ~ Lepas tu mulalah ingat-ingat balik, maybe aku ada buat salah. But, this time, nothing came up.

Maybe I was at the wrong time at the right place.

That's all.


I wish I had this toaster's face -_-' So that no one could see my face because it would lead to my real expression. But lucky me, I'm not a beast. And I wasn't cursed by a witch in my English class. Because I wasn't as bad as... Kyle Kingsbury.

Who's Kyle Kingsbury?
A fictional character in one of my new-bought novels. Let's read a bit about him.
Kyle Kingsbury is the son of Manhattan's news anchor, Rob Kingsbury. He is tall, blonde, rich, and handsome. He is the most popular guy in school and dates the hottest girls. When Kyle asks an unappealing new student, Kendra, to the upcoming dance as a practical joke, Kendra, who is really a beautiful witch, transforms Kyle into an ugly beast. Kyle's father is ashamed of his son's appearance and locks him in a large apartment in downtown New York so no one will see him. Kyle's only company is his housekeeper, and, later, a blind tutor named Will and his dog, Pilot. He changes his name from Kyle (which means "handsome") to Adrian (which means "dark one"). His only happiness comes from the rose garden he plants and maintains in his small backyard, encouraged by Will. Adrian has two years to break the witch's spell by falling in love and being loved sincerely despite physical appearances.

And what novel is he in?
Well, it's Beastly by Alex Flinn, seriously, it's not Patrick Flynne -,- The modern Beauty and The Beast. Now a major motion picture! Click here to read the synopsis, or plot.


Okay, I always love fictional characters named Will! Yeah, William Herondale (he's lovable) and now, Will the tutor! He's not lovable, except that he's charismatic and funny XD BTW, Kyle/Adrian is even more gross in the movie than what was described in the book.

He was supposed to be....hairy and all that stuff? Like a bear or something.
Oh well, perhaps they want to make some differences. It's Beauty and The Beast Modern version! So we have to move on, right? From hairy stuffs to baldy head.

Yeah? What are you going to say about werewolves, then?

shut up.

Inilah kisah hidup seorang pelajar sekolah menengah yang setiap hari merupakan cabaran. Meskipun begitu, beliau masih belum menyedari yang peperiksaan percubaan adalah dalam masa seminggu. Asyik baca novel sahaja, hanya kerja kursus Sejarah yang sudah siap.

Wassalam.
BAII!
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