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I'm not gonna go jiwang today

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Assalamualaikum.

Thought of deleting the previous post, but I don't think it's necessary (not that it is to keep it anyway lol). Sometimes you feel like you need to express something, well, I want to spill out everything in here but here is not the place to tell the world I'm sad. The world doesn't need to know, partly because 99.9% of the world population doesn't care, and partly because...it solves nothing.

Maybe it's a bit typical laa, for a girl in my age to have my heart broken, but that doesn't mean I have to tell the world. Even my family doesn't know (of course, if they do, they'd just ask me to push the matter away okay I get it I'm trying to right now). Like I said in my previous entry, I'd told a best friend because I don't have a best friend for nothing. Actually, I told two, but the other one, I only told her just some bits of my story and we had to go to classes already *sadlyfe*

Nevertheless, though my heart had broken fo…

I'm strong, obviously I'm not invincible

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Salam.

♫ Right from the start you were a thief you stole my heart and I your willing victim ♪
Sighs. I was hoping that this feeling wouldn't overwhelm me, but it turns out it does. Argh. Just give me a reason! A reason! Why am I being like this, feeling total lost because....! I shouldn't be so pathetic right now. It's just...just...just that, okay! Get over it, just get over it get over get over it! {and then Edward's vision would form in front of me saying "I hope you enjoy disappointment." ugh} Because I can't JUST get over it! I'm not broken...or maybe I am, or not... Or I'm just crazy *huh*

I think everyone can tell I'm broken or not if I keep listening to these songs;

Just Give Me A ReasonWhen I Was Your ManMy Happy Ending
Let me take a deep breath........ *inhales all oxygen in the world* Ops sorry, don't die because I took your oxygen, go ask the green plants to make oxygen for you! Hurry hurry! But of course they can't do any…

Karnival 1Murid 1Sukan 2013 - Hijau!

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Assalamualaikum warahmatullahi wabarakaatuh.

*pasang lagu Alhamdulillah by Maher Zain, part chorus je k* Alhamdulillaah... Our praises to Allah... :D Semalam, 16 Jun 2013, SMKA Sheikh Abdul Malek telah mengadakan Karnival 1Murid 1Sukan atau 1M1S kali kedua (kot, hahaha). Karnival kali ni hanya ada game yang memerlukan team jer. Bola baling, bola jaring, bola tampar, ping pong, futsal, badminton dan.... catur, the only indoor game.

Aku isi nama untuk acara bola tampar, tapi awal-awal lagi aku dah cakap I probably cannot play because semalam ada lawatan dari SMK Muadzam Shah, Pahang and Sekolah Agama Menengah Bestari, Selangor. Para MPP & KP dah tahu kedatangan SMK Muadzam Shah tu, tapi yang SAMBEST tu...kriiik kriiiik, very very very late notice. Sebab most of MPP & KP pergi layan SMK Muadzam Shah, tinggallah aku, Wajihah, Anis dan Fadlan yang menemani SAMBEST dalam bilik mesyuarat zzzz *tido*

Seksa juga terpaksa dengar benda sama dua kali xD Setelah segala-galanya berlalu, pu…

Muhammad and Khadeejah ♥

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Assalamualaikum warahmatullahi wabarakaatuh.

Semalam aku ada tweet and post status like this, "Bertolak ke KL dari KT bulan Mei, sampai-sampai je dah Jun. Lama betul perjalanan KT ke KL sekarang." And it was true, OK! Aku naik flight gi KL semalam (31 Mei) and sampai KL 1 Jun. So? So, say hi to June lah. Jangan lupa SPM lagi 5 bulan. Tak cuak lagi ah setakat ni. Buku alhamdulillah dah sentuh. Waahaha

Aku stay dekat rumah Abang, area Seri Semarak ke apa entah nama --" Hari ni Sabtu, so Abang cuti lah kan. Pagi pagi Abang bawak Ummi and Walid bersama isterinya Kak Asnie dan anak mereka, Bareera ke tempat berubat Ummi sakit saraf. Alhamdulillah dah OK dah, cuma Ummi tak boleh angkat barang melebihi 2kg. Huh Ummi tu bukan dengar kata, kalau dia tak ingat, beras 10kg pun angkut *hiperbola* xD

Si Bareera tuh bukan main manja dengan Walid. Geram aku, rasa nak cubitttt je setiap waktu. Dahlah suka buat muka comel dia tuh -.- Kalau orang pegang kamera, pandailah dia posing, dud…