Mereka yang aku ada.

25.2.14

Assalamualaikum warahmatullahi wabarakaatuh.

Tahun 2009, aku jejakkan kaki ke SMK Agama Sheikh Abdul Malek. Waktu tu, aku form 1, masih mentah masih muda, perasaan bila masuk ke sekolah agama sangatlah overwhelming, tak sabar nak menimba ilmu dan mencari sahabat, betul.

Ilmu aku dapat.
Dan sahabat juga aku peroleh.

Form 1: Raihanah, 'Ainul, Sabrina, aku, Ain dan Sofiah

Masih aku ingat lagi, tatkala itu, sewaktu di tingkatan satu, aku suka benar menulis dan mengarang. Dan aku kekalkan kenangan aku bersama lima orang ini dalam sebuah novel aku sendiri yang bertajuk Friendship Never Ends (yang aku buat sampai BAB 20+ je dan dah malas nak sambung dan dulu pernah publish tapi blog tu dah private).

Kelas 1 Ibnu Arabi, saksi persahabatan kami.

Tapi, akrabnya kami tak lama mungkin. Masuk tingkatan dua, Raihanah terpisah dari kami. Dan keenam-enam orang kami terbubar dengan sendirinya, melainkan aku, 'Ainul, Sofiah dan Sabrina. Kami dapat pengganti iaitu Alya, kami gelar diri kami SS501 (sebab 'Ainul dan Sofiah minat Korea dan Alya minat Park Jung Min).

Ingat lagi aku yang dulu, Alya seorang yang amat payah diajak bergambar sampai kekadang aku naik fed-up. Dan akhirnya sebab telah bosan dengan perangainya yang ibarat alerjik dengan kamera itu, setiap kali nak bergambar, aku suruh dia je ambik gambar, dah dia tak nak masuk -_-

Form 2: Sabrina, Alya, aku, 'Ainul dan Sofiah

Kenapa aku selalu duduk tengah? -_-

Di tingkatan dua, ada seorang kakak senior yang terlalu baik, mengajak kami berusrah. Kali pertama aku kenal erti usrah. Kakak tu, kak Shahirah Amalina, sekarang sedang menjadi perantau mencari ilmu di Jordan. Dan kadang-kadang Kak Shahirah bawak teman, Kak Fasyiha, Kak Ang dan Kak Ji'ah.

Bila dah masuk tingkatan tiga, terpisah lagi kami SS501. Alya dan Sabrina kelas 3A1, namun aku, Sofiah dan 'Ainul kekal di 3A2. Hanya enam orang sahaja pelajar perempuan dari 2A2 yang masuk 3A2 (yang lain masuk 3A1) iaitu aku, Sofiah, 'Ainul, Syafiqah, Sakinah dan Aina.

Dan kami berenam sentiasa bersama, terutama aku, Sofiah dan 'Ainul. Semua benda nak sama. Tak bosan ke? Jawapannya, tak. xD

Sofiah, Syafiqah, aku dan Kakti

Tahun 2011 ni reda sikit ketegangan jika nak dibandingkan dengan tahun sebelumnya. Kami lebih banyak bergaul dengan kelas-kelas lain (kelas 3A1 je sebenarnya sebab masa kat 2A2 kiteorang rapat semacam). Dan....tahun berkenalan dengan lebih terperinci dengan seorang insan berpipi kembung bermata kurang sepet dan emosi bernama Nur Athirah *bunyi cheers*.

HAI KAKTI! XD

Didi, aku, 'Ainul, Kakti, Sab, Piqah, Alya, Ain

MANA SOFIAH?! Pantang insan bernama Sofiah tak masuk gambar! xD

Di akhir tingkatan tiga, wujudlah grup Epal Pink; aku, 'Ainul, Alya dan Kakti.

Bila dah masuk Form 4, keputusan trial PMR dan PMR mengasingkan kami sekali lagi. Akhirnya aku, Sofiah dan 'Ainul terpisah jauh.

Sedih.

Tak percaya betapa sedihnya aku, tanya Alya. Kan PINKA?
Hari apa tu? Sabtu, ya. xD

Aku, 'Ainul yang pejam mata, Sofiah, dan Syafiqah yang selfie

Birthday aku ni, 14 Januari 2013.

Tingkatan empat. Seingat aku, waktu di tingkatan empat aku taklah serapat mana dengan Sofiah, 'Ainul, Alya dan Sabrina. Awal tahunnya lah, sendiri saja. Bila dah jadi pengawas, mula rapat dengan Auni dan Nadhirah Ali.

Dan setelah itu, mula rapat dengan Kakti. Kerana hal pengawas.
Sebab itu Alya dan Sofiah ditinggalkan T____T Nasib baik kelas 4 Bukhari tu geng semuanya, kalau aku tinggalkan mereka pun, mereka masih punya teman.

Dan aku, leka di persada kepimpinan. Betapa, telah dirampas masa dengan sahabat untuk hal-hal pengawas.

Naik ke tingkatan lima, awal tahunnya tu...urm, masih lagi leka tapi sikit je. Bila dah lepas semua jawatan, barulah ada ruang untuk ber'bonding' dengan sahabat-sahabat yang ditinggalkan melalui study groups apa semua. Tapi...Epal Pink masih tetap utuh.


Graduate pun sama-sama, sebok nak bergambar sini sana. Dan akhirnya muncul wajah matang menggambarkan dewasa. Dah bergelar graduan rupanya. Sekejapnya masa berlalu...


Dungdangdungdang, boom, dah habis SPM.

Masa ni birthday 'Ainul kat Secret Recipe

Ni birthday aku kat kedai nasi arab Ustaz Ismail

Ni birthday Kakti kat Pizzahut

Despite my sins and wrongs, Allah has given me these great people to become my companions and guardians. I love them endlessly. Indeed, He is the Most Loving and Most Generous :') Alhamdulillah and thank you Allah for everything, everyone I have today.

Sayang diorang sesangat.

Syafiqah yang sangat berjasa selama-lamanya sebagai driver setiap masa. (I've made a promise to her that once I get my license, I'm gonna do the driving job, well maybe I will take turns with 'Ainul hahaha)

Sofiah si periang dan the talker and the mother of gossips dalam kalangan kiteorang hahahaha. Seriously kalau bergosip dengan Piah memang takkan habissss dan gelak guling-guling.

Kakti tempat gua ber'joke' dalaman yang melampau. Setiap lirikan mata aku, dia faham. Kenapa aku pandang dia, setiap kata-kata aku, semua dia faham. Dan akhirnya? Kiteorang gelak dan orang lain pun clueless yang amat, maaf ye x))

'Ainul yang optimis dan bersemangat serta rajin (the opposite of Kakti wkwkwkwkwk), yang setuju je kalau nak buat apa-apa yang mendatangkan hasil (seperti menjahit, tapi entah mengapa terkubur begitu sahaja huh).

Alya yang gelak melampau dan seringkali menjadi bahan ketawa sebab aku suka buli dia, terima kasih sebab tak terasa walaupun dulu awak pernah terasa masa kita Form Two ennnnnnnnn? Wakakakakakakaka xD

Terima kasih.


Kalau tak masuk SHAMS, tak mungkin jumpa mereka ni. Kecuali Piah. Piah dah lama kenal, cuma lost contact gitu.

Kakti pulak.... Kenapa?! Kenapa?! Dia sesekolah dengan kawan Zwinky aku masa derejah lima, iaitu Syafiqa Hisyamudin, kenapa aku tak kenal Kakti, tapi aku kenal Azrin?! -_-

'Ainul? Dulu pergi kem pengawas sama-sama masa darjah lima, tapi kenapa tak jumpa?! Dahlah aku femes masa tu! (ok gurau je) xD

Nanti camane lah keadaan bila dah semua masuk universiti, lepas tu bila dah grad nanti, then kerja pastu berumahtangga... Agak-agak bila jumpa balik, bergosip lagi tak, gedik gedik lagi tak (yang gedik ni sorang je masalahnya huahuahuahua), pastu kalau bawak anak dan anak tu sama umur, agaknya diorang gossipgirls macam kami tak wakakakaka

Mesti rindu semua nanti. Awak awak semua, jangan rindu saya ye bila saya dah fly ke Ireland x))) Dan jika kita reunion sesama kita lagi pada masa hadapan, mohon jangan sebut Pb lagi kot kot saya dah berjaya lupakan dia dan bertemu orang baru di universiti kehkehkeh kbaiiiiii

Asalnya nak buat entri ni sedih meroyan, tapi tak kesampaian *eh rhyming la!

Byeeee p/s: kita enam orang ni nok wi name mende? gossipgirls? eheks!

Cbox spamming

17.2.14

Assalamualaikum


Diorang ni memang suka cari pasal, geram betul -_- Takde kerja lain keeeeeeee dari duk spam kat cbox aku. Nak chat, online aaaaa Facebook pastu chat bebetul, bukan tinggalkan Alya terkontang-kanting! xDDD

Oh btw, Anonymous AN, identify yourself.... I guess?

And to answer your statement, NO, I will never dedicate a post to all the boys I've loved before because that, ladies and gentlemen, is not the way to attract attention. I am not planning to embarrass myself to death.

Alya is PINKA.

Nah, hadiah untuk korang. Nikmatilah pemandangan yang indah ini tanpa rasa gundah gelana atau muram durja kerana ia sangat purrrrrrfect. Oh, no, this time it's not my selfie. I know you probably don't enjoy having a turtle taking selfie of herself, but here, a couple of bunnies.

Embedded image permalink

I love you guys.

Especially Kakti, kiss sikit? :-*
Wahahaha!

Mom is the rightest thing ever

Assalamualaikum

Hahahahahaiiiiiiiiiiii saya eksaited tak tentu pasal. These few days asyik duk menyakat Ummi aku je huahuahua. Today I danced in front of her naughtily just before I ran away to help Walid and she was like, "I'm gonna hit you with a broom," lololol

After that I stole one of the fried chickens she was cooking and ate it like a boss. She came over to see me eating and asked, "What are you eating?" and I just showed off the bitten fried chicken at her with a sneaky grin xD Then I remarked, "Hmm this chicken is crunchy, fully cooked and delicious. Perfect, you're good!" Ummi just did the -___- face, because she knowsssssss she's a good cook I mean look at my siblings and me, we're all cutely chubby x)))

I'm proud of her, she's just amazing and all, I love her patience and noisiness, though I am not good at expressing what I feel to her (or anyone xD). She's the best mother in the world and I'm sure everyone in their right mind would feel the same way about their mothers.

Imagine her going to KL where three of her sons are living there, every single time she goes there, she'd bring delicious meals (her own cookings) to each one of them (or maybe to one of her sons' house and the other two would come and join the meal). She does that every time, despite...despite everything else, despite the sons...

Think of her facing difficulties in life, hearing this and that about her sons and daughters, experiencing seven children's different attitudes, each with various annoying personalities -_- And providing food to her husband and children. Facing her husband's growing older demands. All that, in a day, in a week, in a month, in a year, for a lifetime.

Sometimes she can be irritating, but that's only what most children feel when they're in the process of being teenagers and grown-ups. Deep in our hearts, we love our mother unconditionally. I sincerely feel that way, and I think she's the person I love the most in this world. I'd be nothing without her. I don't talk much with her, I'm not an open person, but I will never break her heart on purpose T.T

Ummi doesn't spoil me the way Walid does, she never says "I love you" directly to any of her children but I guess words don't matter if she has already proved that she loves us with all her heart. Won't you feel obliged to have a mother, who will always, be by your side, bring you your favourite food whenever she visits you, give you shelter if you're ever being shut out by the whole world, accept what wrong you do, throw her arms wide open when you come crying for her because you're just so sad and disappointed with your life, and...won't you feel that way, to have a mother, who will always love you for who you are until the very end?

Please don't cry. I'm just saying. And teary-eyed.

May Allah shower all the mothers in the world with His love and mercy. What diamonds He has provided us with, our mothers. The angels of our hearts, who would really catch grenades for us. Love them endlessly, for without them... WE. ARE. NOTHING.

Happy belated birthday my love and congratulations!

16.2.14

Assalamualaikum all of youuuuuu

This is a sum-up post.

Last 4th February was my beloved jimbit's birthday, 'Ainul Munirah. We (Syafiqah, Kakti, Sofiah, Alya and I) were supposed to do a sudden visit to her house on the stated date, BUT -- of course, it didn't happen. Mainly because I was the head of that plan, so yeah I literally don't know how to do it! -_-

So, no surprise birthday celebration, because I was so bad at planning surprises l(-.-l) Well, memang lah tak boleh nak kejutan sangat sebab both 'Ainul and I got driving classes on that day (and it was Tuesday, a school day, so 'Ainul had transportation problem). Jadi dia pulak yang kena tunggu aku habis latihan kereta tu, then baru-lah Syafiqah & Sofiah sampai.

Then, teruih pi rumah Kakti sambil bincang dengan Piqah dalam kereta (aku duduk seat depan), while Piah was distracting 'Ainul with random conversations pastu tetiba diam. Nak berbisik pun 'Ainul dengar, haktuih! Di mana kejutannya?! xD
'Ainul: Kita nak gi mana ni?
Piqah: Um tak tahu gokkk
Aku: Aherrherr

Misteri xD Gi rumah Kakti, main ngan baby Insyirah (seriously 'Ainul suka kacau babies, ada ke patut Insyi tengah tidur dia gi goyang goyang badan budak tuh suruh bangun -..-)

All single and available. Boleh contact saya kalau berkenan nak buat bakal orang rumah xDDD

We went to Secret Recipe untuk makan-makan. Sekali lah sebab situ ada cake yang tak berapa nak murah tu ahaks.

Alahai comelnya mereka...tanpa saya :'))) xD

Lepas tu lepak rumah Kakti solat Zohor Asar apa semua, tengok cerita kat laptop Kakti tak sempat habis sebab asek nak mati je laptop tu sebab connection wayar longgar ke apa entah -______- Spoil betei spoil!

Selfie otw balik dari rumah Atie

Oh Alya tak dapat nak join because she had to attend her English class she goes to at the library. Sebenaqnya boleh je tapi sebab ada sedikit misunderstanding, so tak jadi ah. Lagipun masa tu dah dekat Secret Recipe. Tak boleh pergi ambik Alya sebab kereta dah penuh. Supposedly we were to eat at Giant near the library tapi dah alang alang sampai kat bandar, terus ke SR.

Congratulations, 'Ainul!

Yes, she got married todayyyyyyyyyyyy! Oh-em-gee it never crossed my mind that one of my besties is going to get married this early! I'm so happy for her :')

.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.

*'Ainul lempang*

Ops sorry, sebenarnya Kaklong 'Ainul yang kahwin huahuahua! Tahniah Kaklong, barakallah :) Oh yayayayayy 'Ainul dapat abang ipar dah sekarang, macam Kakti. Seri pulak kami bertiga, masing-masing ada seorang je abang ipar u.u Apa ni mana aci seri, Kakak saya kawin dulu! (?) xD

Recently I went to KL for four days. Honestly, I was homesick and I was like, "Whaaaat?" maybe partly because of the hot and dry condition there. Not that Terengganu is any cooler, but the air here is more convincing. Of course la the best part was I got to go to MPH, tapi tak beli buku pun. Because... *refer previous entries xD*

These two cute notties

Asma' looooooooooooooooves to make that face whenever anyone takes pictures of her. Kaklong said she didn't even know where Asma' got that face -_-

And my bambamoo, Khadeejah

OMG she's irresistible! asdfghjkl She likes me and is comfortable with me, she feels that I'm some sort of a guardian to her (eh?) becauseeeeeeee she doesn't cry if I hold her! It is vice versa with everyone else (except for her Abi and Ummi laa) And...um, she doesn't go well with cats, either -_-

Speaking of guardian, I've seen Vampire Academy movie and it waz awezome! Thanks to my Ablong for bringing me to the cinema (and watching the movie with me because nevertheless my Walid wouldn't let me go see it alone oh well that is how the youngest is treated). I almost fainted of excitement. *faints*

DOMINIC SHERWOOD AND ZOEY DEUTCH!


They're soooo adorable awww :3

Just ditch D & L and you two be together ♥

WHY AM I SHIPPING THESE TWO INSTEAD OF THEIR REAL PARTNERS?! -_- They're so sweeeeeeeeeeeet you know and I can't even put a word for it :3

Eh wait. Zoey does look like Kristen Stewart a bit and Dominic's expressions/make-ups really reminds me of Edward Cullen. That explains it -___________-" I'm so not over Twilight yet! (okay now I tell you Vampire Academy is nothing like Twilight, it's more to friendship, loyalty and royalty political and stuffs) (but I still hate Dimitri Belikov and I won't like him, ever)

Oh, well, I probably like Dominic because he's British.


Ummi took this photo of mine and I love making faces whenever she decides to snap my pics in public. I'm a very shy person so getting my pictures where many strangers will be able to see me posing is unbearable.

Embedded image permalink

Farhana, my primary best bud, came last week on Sunday. And got me presents for my belated birthday! Thank youuuuuu i love her so muchitos :3 (ohmg do you see that grin on my face? do you see my face? why am I making faces nowadays!?)

Phewwwwwwwwwww in one blog post, I've done summing up previous events and fangirling! So this is the last one. A present to all of you (please restrain yourselves from throwing up). Seriously, I love you guys :-*

Embedded image permalink
Hi I'm a turtle

I was bored, marking Ummi's students' workbooks. Aaaaaaaaaaahhhhh!

Tootles!

p/s: one of my friends' mother passed away today. though I'm not that close to her, but I sincerely feel sorry and sad for her sake T.T Al Fatihah and pray that her mother be placed amongst the best. condolences to Khairah and family :'(

To All The Boys I've Loved Before

15.2.14

Assalamualaikum warahmatullahi wabarakaatuh!

It has been a while since I last updated my blog, and suddenly there's this! Weeeeeeeeeee

15749186

That intriguing title, oh God, this is a must-buy book! It comes out on April 22nd this year, which is two months still! I literally can't wait that long {it's a cliche excuse, because I freaking CAN wait that long, but my eagerness refuses to do so -_-}

Never heard of Jenny Han, this book's author, before. I'm active on Goodreads, so I saw this on 'suggestions' and immediately clicked "to-read". I believe that this is a mundane book because I've been reading myths since forever (of course, not that I'm tired of the said genre, but maybe I can enjoy a book on a typical teenager life once).

Synopsis #1
What if all the crushes you ever had found out how you felt about them all at once?

Lara Jean Song keeps her love letters in a hatbox her mother gave her. They aren't love letters that anyone else wrote for her; these are ones she's written. One for every boy she's ever loved -- five in all. When she writes, she pours out her heart and soul and says all the things she would never say in real life, because her letters are for her eyes only. Until the day her secret letters are mailed, and suddenly, Lara Jean's love life goes from imaginary to out of control.

Synopsis #2
To All the Boys I’ve Loved Before is the story of Lara Jean, who has never openly admitted her crushes, but instead wrote each boy a letter about how she felt, sealed it, and hid it in a box under her bed. But one day Lara Jean discovers that somehow her secret box of letters has been mailed, causing all her crushes from her past to confront her about the letters: her first kiss, the boy from summer camp, even her sister's ex-boyfriend, Josh. As she learns to deal with her past loves face to face, Lara Jean discovers that something good may come out of these letters after all.

Definitely going to get my hands on it this April.

Books I'm waiting to be delivered to my doorsteps #PartTwo

Hiiiiiii again xD

After the books I'd ordered in the previous post, I decided to order a bunch more! XD
  • Ignite Me (Shatter Me trilogy #3)
18735912
Juliette now knows she may be the only one who can stop the Reestablishment. But to take them down, she'll need the help of the one person she never thought she could trust: Warner. And as they work together, Juliette will discover that everything she thought she knew-about Warner, her abilities, and even Adam-was wrong.
  • Chronicles Of Nick Vol 4 : Inferno
13508217
The heat is on, and a new threat to humanity has risen…

Nick has his driver’s license and he’s not afraid to use it. But turning sixteen isn’t what he thought it would be. While other boys his age are worried about prom dates and applying for college, Nick is neck deep in enemies out to stop him from living another day. No longer sure if he can trust anyone, his only ally seems to be the one person he’s been told will ultimately kill him.

But life spent serving the undead is anything except ordinary. And those out to get him have summoned an ancient force so powerful even the gods fear it. As Nick learns to command and control the elements, the one he must master in order to combat his latest foe is the one most likely to destroy him. As the old proverb goes, fire knows nothing of mercy, and if Nick is to survive this latest round, he will have to sacrifice a part of himself. However, the best sacrifice is seldom the sanest move. Sometimes it’s the one that leaves your enemies confused, and you even more so.

And sometimes, you have to trust your enemy to save your friends. But what do you do when that enemy is you?
  • Legend Trilogy Boxset
9275658
What was once the western United States is now home to the Republic, a nation perpetually at war with its neighbors. Born into an elite family in one of the Republic's wealthiest districts, fifteen-year-old June is a prodigy being groomed for success in the Republic's highest military circles. Born into the slums, fifteen-year-old Day is the country's most wanted criminal. But his motives may not be as malicious as they seem.

From very different worlds, June and Day have no reason to cross paths - until the day June's brother, Metias, is murdered and Day becomes the prime suspect. Caught in the ultimate game of cat and mouse, Day is in a race for his family's survival, while June seeks to avenge Metias's death. But in a shocking turn of events, the two uncover the truth of what has really brought them together, and the sinister lengths their country will go to keep its secrets.
13414446
Injured and on the run, it has been seven days since June and Day barely escaped Los Angeles and the Republic with their lives. Day is believed dead having lost his own brother to an execution squad who thought they were assassinating him. June is now the Republic's most wanted traitor. Desperate for help, they turn to the Patriots - a vigilante rebel group sworn to bring down the Republic. But can they trust them or have they unwittingly become pawns in the most terrifying of political games?
14290364
He is a Legend.

She is a Prodigy.

Who will be Champion?

June and Day have sacrificed so much for the people of the Republic—and each other—and now their country is on the brink of a new existence. June is back in the good graces of the Republic, working within the government’s elite circles as Princeps-Elect, while Day has been assigned a high-level military position.

But neither could have predicted the circumstances that will reunite them: just when a peace treaty is imminent, a plague outbreak causes panic in the Colonies, and war threatens the Republic’s border cities. This new strain of plague is deadlier than ever, and June is the only one who knows the key to her country’s defense. But saving the lives of thousands will mean asking the one she loves to give up everything.
  • The Elite (The Selection trilogy #2)
16248068
Thirty-five girls came to the palace to compete in the Selection. All but six have been sent home. And only one will get to marry Prince Maxon and be crowned princess of Illea.

America still isn’t sure where her heart lies. When she’s with Maxon, she’s swept up in their new and breathless romance, and can’t dream of being with anyone else. But whenever she sees Aspen standing guard around the palace, and is overcome with memories of the life they planned to share. With the group narrowed down to the Elite, the other girls are even more determined to win Maxon over—and time is running out for America to decide.

Just when America is sure she’s made her choice, a devastating loss makes her question everything again. And while she’s struggling to imagine her future, the violent rebels that are determined to overthrow the monarchy are growing stronger and their plans could destroy her chance at any kind of happy ending.

Bye! xD 

Books I'm waiting to be delivered to my doorsteps #PartOne

14.2.14

Assalamualaikum.

Second update, on books, again! Sorryyyyyyy I'm just that obsessive x)

Last months on 9th January, I had ordered some books on MPHonline.com. These are the titles;

  • Shatter Me (Shatter Me Trilogy #1)
13455782
No one knows why Juliette's touch is fatal, but The Reestablishment has plans for her. Plans to use her as a weapon. But Juliette has plans of her own. After a lifetime without freedom, she's finally discovering a strength to fight back for the very first time—and to find a future with the one boy she thought she'd lost forever.
This one is out of stock, and currently being ordered by MPH from oversea. Expected delivery date: 27th February T_T 
  • Unravel Me (Shatter Me Trilogy #2)
15782640
Juliette has escaped from The Reestablishment. Now she's free from their plan to use her as a weapon, and free to love Adam. But Juliette will never be free from her lethal touch. Or from Warner, who wants Juliette more than she ever thought possible. Haunted by her past and terrified of her future, Juliette knows that she will have to make some life-changing choices. Choices that may involve choosing between her heart—and Adam's life.
Got it. But it's the second book in the trilogy. So, dear Unravel Me, stay safe on the shelf for a while, kay, darlin? xD 
  • The Maze Runner Series Collection (3 books)
7805064
When Thomas wakes up in the lift, the only thing he can remember is his first name. His memory is blank. But he’s not alone. When the lift’s doors open, Thomas finds himself surrounded by kids who welcome him to the Glade—a large, open expanse surrounded by stone walls.

Just like Thomas, the Gladers don’t know why or how they got to the Glade. All they know is that every morning the stone doors to the maze that surrounds them have opened. Every night they’ve closed tight. And every thirty days a new boy has been delivered in the lift.

Thomas was expected. But the next day, a girl is sent up—the first girl to ever arrive in the Glade. And more surprising yet is the message she delivers.

Thomas might be more important than he could ever guess. If only he could unlock the dark secrets buried within his mind.

10193699
Solving the Maze was supposed to be the end. No more puzzles. No more variables. And no more running. Thomas was sure that escape meant he and the Gladers would get their lives back. But no one really knew what sort of life they were going back to.

In the Maze, life was easy. They had food, and shelter, and safety . . . until Teresa triggered the end. In the world outside the Maze, however, the end was triggered long ago.

Burned by sun flares and baked by a new, brutal climate, the earth is a wasteland. Government has disintegrated—and with it, order—and now Cranks, people covered in festering wounds and driven to murderous insanity by the infectious disease known as the Flare, roam the crumbling cities hunting for their next victim . . . and meal.

The Gladers are far from finished with running. Instead of freedom, they find themselves faced with another trial. They must cross the Scorch, the most burned-out section of the world, and arrive at a safe haven in two weeks. And WICKED has made sure to adjust the variables and stack the odds against them.

Thomas can only wonder—does he hold the secret of freedom somewhere in his mind? Or will he forever be at the mercy of WICKED?

11162293
Thomas knows that Wicked can't be trusted, but they say the time for lies is over, that they've collected all they can from the Trials and now must rely on the Gladers, with full memories restored, to help them with their ultimate mission. It's up to the Gladers to complete the blueprint for the cure to the Flare with a final voluntary test.

What Wicked doesn't know is that something's happened that no Trial or Variable could have foreseen. Thomas has remembered far more than they think. And he knows that he can't believe a word of what Wicked says.

The time for lies is over. But the truth is more dangerous than Thomas could ever imagine.

Will anyone survive the Death Cure?
I wish to read the series like, right now, but I have to keep my promise to Rapture because I've neglected it since 2012 and I have to know the ending of Luce and Daniel's tale.
  • Tuesdays with Morrie: An Old Man, a Young Man and Life's Greatest Decision
578517
Maybe it was a grandparent, or a teacher, or a colleague. Someone older, patient and wise, who understood you when you were young and searching, helped you see the world as a more profound place, gave you sound advice to help you make your way through it.

For Mitch Albom, that person was Morrie Schwartz, his college professor from nearly twenty years ago.

Maybe, like Mitch, you lost track of this mentor as you made your way, and the insights faded, and the world seemed colder. Wouldn't you like to see that person again, ask the bigger questions that still haunt you, receive wisdom for your busy life today the way you once did when you were younger?

Mitch Albom had that second chance. He rediscovered Morrie in the last months of the older man's life. Knowing he was dying, Morrie visited with Mitch in his study every Tuesday, just as they used to back in college. Their rekindled relationship turned into one final “class”: lessons in how to live.

Tuesdays with Morrie is a magical chronicle of their time together, through which Mitch shares Morrie's lasting gift with the world.
  • The Five People You Meet in Heaven
3431
Eddie is a wounded war veteran, an old man who has lived, in his mind, an uninspired life. His job is fixing rides at a seaside amusement park. On his 83rd birthday, a tragic accident kills him as he tries to save a little girl from a falling cart. He awakes in the afterlife, where he learns that heaven is not a destination, but an answer.

In heaven, five people explain your life to you. Some you knew, others may have been strangers. One by one, from childhood to soldier to old age, Eddie's five people revisit their connections to him on earth, illuminating the mysteries of his "meaningless" life, and revealing the haunting secret behind the eternal question: "Why was I here?"

Mitch Albom's books are inspiring. Love them so much. First read the book For One More Day by him and... and... it was... nothing, nothing compared to a bunch of romance novels I own (but I still love them tho xD).

In 15 years...

9.2.14

Assalamualaikum

Books

In fifteen years, where would I put all of these? These novels of mine, all well arranged on my bookshelf in this pinky and peaceful room. My beloved.

I can't possibly read them until I grow old, right? When I have kids tomorrow, maybe I can read these stories to them? Or maybe I can inherit all of the books to them, teehee. But I'm thinking that, does it really suit me to be keen in reading these YA novels when I'm a mother? Definitely not! x))) It's a bizarre thought, though hahahaha

I love all of my booooooooooooooks and I'm not planning on selling them or anything because they are all mine, some of them were bought using my OWN money and the others were my parents' and siblings'. I think I'm only going to be in my own world if I don't stop reading and buying books. I don't even know why I'm reading what I read today, LOL

It all started with Twilight. And then Fallen. Others after that, I don't remember the order anymore -_- Maybe Clockwork Angel, TID. (pssst, Claire's gonna write a new series featuring the time when William and Tessa were already married and having a beautiful family!)

Currently reading Untold but I stopped at the part where everything is great and all, Jared finally hooked up with Kami yay. I cannot go on because I know how Sarah Rees Brennan is, the previous book had a heart-wrenching ending, so I doubt that the second book would be any different. Zzzzt.

(100+) vampire academy | Tumblr
In theatres

Zoey Deutch and Dominic Sherwooooooood! Oh I'm melting over Zoey Deutch a.k.a Rose Hathaway. She's awesome! And funny and cute and spontaneous ohhh I just love her!

(100+) vampire academy | Tumblr
Seeeeeee? <3
My icon❤️
Theo James and Shailene Woodley

These are the main protagonists of the new Hunger Games phenomena; Divergent movie. Coming soon, in March, I guess. *does the Futterwacken dance* Lol #FourTris

I wish i was truly beautiful and just didn't know it like them
Typical Four x)

Run...Untitled | via Tumblr
Goodbye, for now! Don't cry over me, hahahaha.

Final Maharaja Lawak Mega 2013

8.2.14

Assalamualaikum

First and foremost, I'm going to give all the credits to Sepahtu's fanpage on Facebook for all the pictures in this blog post.

So tonight I was watching the final episode of Maharaja Lawak Mega 2013, which is won by Sepahtu, of course, it was expected. I had said on my Twitter that if other groups rather than Sepahtu got the first place, that was going to be a miracle. And yet the miracle didn't happen. Zero weirdness.

The Champion; Sepahtu

I don't doubt their talents, never. But somehow there were other groups that performed better than them, and those groups don't have as many fans as Sepahtu, so yeah, they had no chance to beat Sepahtu.

Last year, juaranya dapat dek Jozan. So, as a conclusion to all of these, if one of them, Jozan and Sepahtu, was ever in a competition, other groups wouldn't be given a second glance by the fans. Trust me. Though I see Jozan a little bit better than Sepahtu (I think the former Sepah was greater than Jozan, with Mamat in the group rather than Rahim. I'm not saying Rahim's not good, but Sepah first came into this lawak industry together, they fitted together with each other).

Sepah defeated Jozan in Maharaja Lawak, as far as I can remember lah kan.

I was hoping that Bocey would win the first place, against all odds, with them being newbies in this reality TV show. They were consistent since the first week, doubtless and I admire them for that. With Abam the comels tu kan, his face is innocent all the time! And those two alongside him, bullying him all the time (not to mention AC Mizal -_-). Bocey's the best!

Second runner up, BOCEY!

I like them so much but I knew they wouldn't win, but them getting the third place is something, right! I was thinking that Nabil would somehow get the third place, or maybe Jambu (oh poor Jambu T.T), but no, the third place belongs to Bocey! :D I'm happy for them.

But there was also Jambu. They joined the last Maharaja Lawak Mega, right? And they got second place last year, which was, of course, heart-wrenching T^T I mean, this year they only got fourth, worse than the last! I kept hoping that they would get first or second runner up, because they deserved it. Tapi dah bukan rezeki, nak cakap camana lagi.

Jambu, fourth place

Ummi said, "Tak menang Jambu ni sebab rambut tu," whahahaha sorry my family doesn't really berkenan dengan orang rambut style hawk gitu tu. Jambu even though lawak merapu, but they still nailed it every week! That part when Yus called Dato' Yusoff Haslam his "driver" was the best and funniest!

Well, all I hope for Jambu is that they would join MLM2014 and grab the first place (that is, if there's no Shiro in it, too -_______-). You can still do it, Jambu! You have supporters all over Malaysia, and they won't let you down, not ever! I fancy you and your jokes, but I'm not a hardcore, my brother is, so...ALL THE BEST! (apa hal aku semangat sangat kbai)

Speaking of Shiro........

Wow! Pity them xD I always hate it when there were only two contestants left to be announced as the winner or the first runner up, yang dapat second place tu mesti kena pinggir tahap friendzoned because the emcee decided to announce the winner first. Then, when he was about to shout for the first runner up, the situation wouldn't be as anxious/nervous anymore because all of the attention had gone to the winner :'(

That was what happened to Shiro.

Shiro the first runner up!!!!

Their performances were always okay and steady, with a bang here and there. Seriyes diorang memang osem, this Shiro. I won't argue with the decision, them getting the second place. I'm proud to say, I'm their fan! Hahaha, I adore Jep Sepahtu, but my favourite group is Shiro. Hihi :3

Consistency, that was what they showed throughout MLM2013.

Sepanjang final night of MLM2013 ni, I didn't feel that much of excitement. Just okay-okay. None of the big laughter and rolling on the floor (or in my case, on the sofa) scenes. Last week was a blast, awesome. I think tonight all of the performances by the finalists were more to nervousness, being the final night and all kan. Nevertheless, they were all okay, well, except for Nabil.

Last place, Nabil

Woots! I thought Bocey was going to be the last, but it turned out they didn't! Yayyyy for Nabil hehe. I don't despise Nabil but I think his lack of ideas are somehow frustrating, but it's okay, at least he got RM15000 all to himself. No one's going to give you that much money out of nothing -..-

I don't know why I'm so excited on posting about MLM2013. Let me point a few things. First, I like AC's style tonight, no more of that seluar ketat thing-y -__- though his outfit (the conteng conteng pattern on the coat) seemed to bother my parents and sister, whatever. Second, AC was the perfect dancer and back-up hahaaha. Third, I will always hate Luna Maya's and Nora Danish's dress (and Nora's hair and make up) -_- Like seriously, seram weh

Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh sebenarnya aku harap sangat tetiba Jozan munculkan muka diorang, did a show or whatever, I just wanted to see them live on stage! Until the very end, I thought that they were going to burst out of one of the stage doors and presented the Juara trophy to Sepahtu huwaaaaaaaaaaaaa :'( They haven't had any show together since Lawak Ke Der 2, have you noticed? ):

Huuu shedeyyy ;^;

Tempat pertama got RM500,000. Fuh. Imam Muda tak dapat banyak macam tu. Apatah lagi Pencetus Ummah. Hmm, takpelah, dah dunia sekarang kan. :)

Byebye (-3-)y

p/s: tak kisah lah siapa yang menang, dah rezeki masing-masing. but aku still kesian kat Jambu, jap nak nangis :'( banyak spekulasi kenapa Sepahtu menang, dah kalau tak puas hati tu, memang lah tak nak kasi Sepahtu menang, but I believe semua Jep punya angkara, his charms.... wow xDDD jangan pertikai, dah takdir Allah. Sepahtu menang tahun ni, tahun depan tak boleh masuk dah. Yang lain tu ada chance lagi ;)