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Kereta rosak

Assalamualaikum.

So today the plan was going to get Sofiah and 'Ainul's driving licenses done at JPJ, fetch my smartphone at the phone shop, buy new cover for the newly repaired phone and a few other tasks.

Supposedly I was to pick 'Ainul up at her house. But, the car had another plan. It decided to break down in the middle of the road whilst waiting for the traffic light. Kereta tu memang dah lama nazak, but oh well it's the only car in this house that is manual and my dad wouldn't allow me to drive an auto yet. The traffic light turned green and my left foot was already releasing the clutch and my right one slowly pressed the gas pedal, but the car didn't move -..-

I was like, "What am I going to do? I'm not going to push the car alone, where's my handphone need to call Walid right now," which I did. I called him and explained what was going on and he said that he would be on his way immediately (after I included that the car broke down in t…

I'm Divergent (more to Amity, though, actually)

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This is my result for my aptitude test. If you watch (or read Divergent), you'd know about this. Basically Abnegation is a faction of selfless people, Amity the kind (and happy and peaceful), Candor people who tell the truth all the time and are diligent in detecting lies, Dauntless is the brave faction and finally the faction of geniuses and intelligent people; Erudite.

AM I KIND, PEOPLE? AM I KIND?!

My second test is better than the first one, though I lack bravery for the second test. BUT, my genius points have increased so I'm not stupid anymore (who said you are, Fifiey, oh for goodness' sake... -_-) Well I still got Amity and Abnegation the highest. Meh, I got the same percentage for all Abnegation, Candor and Dauntless! AND I'M SUPER KIND BECAUSE WHEN YOU LOOK AT THOSE BARS, AMITY STANDS OUT BEAUTIFULLY LOL

My degree of selflessness has also increased. Really? Of all the factions, I'd rather be in 1) Amity (yes, because I like peacefulness) 2) Erudite and 3…

Acting happy when you're sad isn't really a hypocrite thing to do

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I just watched a video on Youtube on how to get over a break up. (Now, now, I'm not in the verge of post-break-up thing because I never get involved in any relationship thanks) And then there was this part where the video said that to overcome the depression of breaking up, we need to be happy and let others see us as a cheerful person with no worries. Then the vlogger said to her friend who was under pressure of the broken relationship, "Let's go out, have fun, watch movies, do that and this," and her friend responded, "If I act happy in front of people whereas inside I'm tortured as hell, wouldn't that be a hypocrite thing to do?"

My answer is, NO, you're not being hypocrite just by showing that you're happy when really, you're just as sad as the twelve publishers that turned down J.K. Rowling's Harry Potter's manuscripts years ago.

The thing about happy is that when you're happy, it affects others so easily…

Still, no offer.

Assalamualaikum everyone

Maaflah lately ni takde entri sangat. And previous entries pun full of emotional stuffs je. Honestly, I don't have any ideas what to put in here, it just gets more and more boring each day. I'm used to this freedom of not going to school and everything but sometimes it goes from emotional to super duper deep emotional. Because I have nothing to think of except myself and what I did, do and will do.

Almost everyday I went out with my friends, ALMOST. But sekarang dah berkurangan sikit sebab any applications for universities and scholarships semua dah tutup permohonan, so there's no need to see the counselor for tips and help anymore (so we don't go to school that often). But I guess it's not wrong to head to school because you've got to miss everyone especially your teachers, right.

Sooo, my friends, Alya, Sofiah and 'Ainul got to go to the physical test for the teaching programme they applied. Alya and Sofiah's venue of test was…

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Tetiba nak sedih

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Assalamualaikum


This post will be annoyingly emotional (habis tu bilanya entri tak emo kbai). Sometimes I blame myself for not getting straight As. Sometimes I think that it's really just nothing to not get straight As.

But the former bothers me so much.

My siblings said not to look at people above us. But I just can't help it, I'm still looking at them, like, every single day.

Bestnya dapat 11A. Nak apply apa-apa pun dapat. LAYAK. Sebab lepas syarat.

Semua orang nak 11A masuk universiti dia, masuk asasi dia apa semua.

Kfaing aku mintak yang program pinjaman MARA tu, tapi tak dapat. So Ummi aku macam frust ah sampai dua tiga hari ni asyik nak marah-marah je kalau cakap dengan aku. Takpe ah aku tahu aku ni bukan pandai mana.

Boleh tak Fifiey jangan sedih sangat jangan jadi pathetic sangat

Rasa macam 10A yang aku dapat tu tak ada makna langsung pun, sebab B satu tu. Ini ah mentaliti orang kita, tengok result 10A1B, tak nak tengok dah A tu, nak tengok B jer.

Ya, mungkin aku m…

Hidup orang dah dapat lesen kereta

Assalamualaikum

Dah lama tak update ye kat sini. Saja tiru Alya sebab dia pun tak hapdet blog dia jugak. Dengar kata nak update tahun 2081, tu pun saya tak percaya mana. Agaknya dia akan extend sedekad dua lagi tu.

Cetttt.

Alhamdulillah, I had my JPJ test on 16th March 2014 and aku lulus dengan jayanya oyeah! (tak jaya mana pun, berdebar nak luruh jantung nasib baik encik JPJ tu baik dan orang Kelantan dan pakai spek mata hitam xD). Nak bagitau betapa semangatnya aku ni ha, keesokan harinya tu dah pergi pejabat JPJ nak buat lesen.

Kuciwa gua bila kakak staf tu cakap, "Adik kena tunggu 3 hari dulu..."

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Dahlah pergi pukul 8.00 pagi! Then balik tu pergi mana entah -_-

Lepas tiga hari, yakni hari result SPM, aku keluar rumah sebelum pukul 8 lagi sebab nak pergi buat lesen. SEKEJAP JE WA CAKAP LU! Dahla takde orang sangat. Tapi tang ambik gambar tu leceh la. Tak kira satu dua tiga pun tetiba "Ok adik boleh duduk dan tunggu nama dipa…

OK saya jawab

Assalamualaikum warahmatullahi wabarakaatuh.

Siapa pulak anonymous yang tanya aku maksud 'cendeng' ni? -_- Cendeng tu kalau dalam definisi yang aku guna, ialah 'tersangkut' dan yang menyebabkan sesuatu menjadi lemah/tak sempurna.

Contohnya macam situasi aku yang dapat 10A1B.

Orang akan tanya, "Mende hok cendeng tu?" maksudnya "Apa yang 'cendeng' tu?" yakin mereka tanya subjek yang aku tak dapat A tu.

God, I'm so bad at explaining things, so sorry yeaaaaaa x)

Harap faham and be flattered I'm posting the answer here since I didn't know how to contact you, Mr/Ms Anonymous (I still don't) personally. Kbyeee