Di sini.

28.6.14

Assalamualaikum warahmatullahi wabarakaatuh :3

Dah sebulan lebih aku di sini, di Pusat Asasi Sains UM. How fast time flies. Nanti sedar sedar dah habis asasi T^T Okay takyah buat sedih lagi ah awal-awal ni kang lempang kang -_- Let's go to the happy topics! As I stated before, I am in Hayat 1 and my tutorial group is SH3 (the last alphabet of groups in Hayat 1 lol) We have 16 girls and 4 boys (girl power indeed) and nak lagi sedih seorang budak laki tu kena chicken pox so he was absent for one week and a half (by next week he'll be back insyaAllah).

Mula mula dalam kelas, semua sopan santun, baik baik je. Yang lelaki terutamanya memang senyap gila. Lepas seminggu.................................... -______________- What is air hahahahha yang girls pun dah bising bising dah and kiteorang semua memang dah start bonding ESPECIALLY time lab. Kalau kat lab tu tak bonding, habis ah... Memang habis. Sebab kiteorang kena bekerjasama dalam membuat 'discussion'. Ihik ihik ihik ~ Budak PASUM faham ah kekekeke xD

Setakat ni semua lab, Kimia, Biologi and Fizik, semua kelam kabut -_- Alhamdulillah we have each other. Aku paling suka lab Biologi sebab dapat tengok sample bawah mikroskop. Kimia pun suka jugak sebab ada reaction gitu so macam terharu sket ah kan xD Fizik buat Hooke's Law je baru ni... Bukan tak suka, tapi tak ah se'exciting' Kimia and Biologi. Oh, yang kelam kabut sebab nak kena siapkan report je. Tulisan dah tahap mende je buruknya -_-

Remember Suzie? (she's in the header) She's in the same tutorial group as me! So kiteorang gila rapat sampai Nooreen cakap aku obses Suzie (yelah aku duk sebut pasal Suzie Suzie Suzie je xD) Dahlah semalam tersalah panggil Nooreen 'Suzie', tu yang budak tu sentap tuh. Room mates aku pun bila aku sebut Suzie, diorang cakap, "Yelah... Ada kawan baru tak ingat dah kami.." Camane boleh tak ingat kalau dah hari-hari tengok muka sama je xD

So far tutorials yang dapat okay la. Fizik and Algebra lah kalau susah sikit pun *buat hidung kembang kepada Algebra tercenta* Yang lain alhamdulillah. Next week ada test -_- Ohhhh, Ramadhan is almost here! Bulan puasa takde lab Kimia dan Fizik :3 so diorang guna waktu lab tu untuk test :3 minggu ni jelah :3 takkan setiap minggu buat test pulak :3 Pengsan ah kiteorang nanti :3 GO PASUM! Hehehehe!

Tak sabar nak balik raya. Serious. Tak sampai sebulan lagi. Sempat puasa sehari je kot dekat rumah, tapi takpe ah, asal ada kan daripada tak ada langsung :''''''''''') Mesti aku rindu nak solat terawih dekat Masjid Jamek Pengadang Baru tu, sebab bacaan imam kat masjid tu menggambarkan 'home'. Home is where the heart is kan :') InsyaAllah kalau sempat berterawih sekali kat Terengganu, sempatlah.













DANNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN!

Happy birthday to Alya and Kakngah! Alya gemok orang call tak jawab, pukul 8 lebih tadi. Nampak sangat belum bangun tidur, huh :p Okaylah aku nak sambung buat tutorial Bio kejap. Byebbyeeee

Mind reading

24.6.14

Sometimes I wonder if people around me could read minds. I never tell the things I want from them, and yet suddenly I found myself being given that very thing.

Not. Talking. About. Edward. Cullen.

But seriously, sometimes I do feel like these people around me CAN read my mind and I'm the only exception in mind reading. Maybe they are sensitive to other people's feelings whereas I'm always oblivious to those, so that's why I feel like I'm being read by them.

Sorry not sorry, but I have to keep my entry short since I don't have much time leisuring around with my laptop. Life as a PASUM student is.............................................hectic, busy, busy-body, and hazy.

Syukur, berhentilah mengeluh

21.6.14

Kita ni manusia, kena tahu bersyukur. Allah dah bagi banyak benda kat kita, kenapa masih nak mengeluh bila tak dapat sesuatu?

Dah kalau memang tanggungjawab kita, kenapa nak mengeluh kita kena buat benda tu?

Hentikanlah.

Serabut.

Terpampang di Twitter, status Facebook, mengeluh tak suka itu ini. Kalau nak mengeluh pun, tak usahlah melebih-lebih. Tak payah, tak payah. Keluh dalam hati, muhasabah diri dan refleksi diri.

Aku tak kata aku tak mengeluh. Mungkin banyak aku mengeluh di Facebook dan Twitter, dan aku akan perbaiki.

Apa lagi yang kau nak, bilamana Allah dah bagi kau peluang hidup hari ini? Bagi rezeki makanan dekat kau? Kau tak kebulur, kau sempurna akal dan fizikal, kenapa perlu kau mengeluh panjang di Facebook atau kerap kali di Twitter?

Dah tiba masa kita tengok balik apa yang Allah dah beri kat kita, dan apa yang kita dah buat untuk menunjukkan kita ni rasa bersyukur dekat Tuhan kita.

Almost 3 weeks

11.6.14

Assalamualaikum.

I'm here in UM for almost three weeks. Unbelievable. I've stated before that I wasn't that homesick, but now I guess that feeling surfaces every Monday mwahaha -_- These two weeks have been so tiring, but too relaxing at the same time. Next week, the real struggle begins sebab kelas will start at 8am and end at 5pm with one hour break at 1pm. I'm a heavy sleeper so how am I going to survive the classes at 8am to 10am!!!

Okay, I need to chill and take a deep breath.

I can do this, I can do this.

Notice my header? Hoho. I only intend to show the Universiti Malaya sign at the back, eheheheh! The others are Wahidah my room mate, Nooreen my neighbour and Suzie, Nooreen's schoolmate from KK12.  We are basically together since we're all in Hayat 1 (there's another girl, Zika, but she refused to be in the picture, instead she volunteered to be the photographer, thanksss). I actually planned with Wahidah to go for a walk around UM (remember when I said that "I feel like running around UM") but we both ended up malas or letih or whatsoever hahahahhaa


I got my goggles at Pekan Siswa today and yay that's all, rasanya dah cukup kot keperluan untuk lab, kuliah semua! Except for MUET books. Hayat 2 had English class today and teacher told them 'bout extra books or something. More money, it seems. -________- But it's okay, kalau boleh habis beribu untuk novels, takkan buku pelajaran takbleh kot? K sentap tahap petala. K. K.

So far, dah banyak belajar. Biology seems okay enough, but memorizing facts is imperative so asdfghjkl People close to me must know how I despise memorizing things pfffft But I have to do this, I need to!!! Physics and Maths, on the other hand............. I need Sir Noormi and Teacher Asmalia and Cikgu Siti T_T Like, seriously. I need to do more research, and more studying (Wahidah and Amal are constantly studying that they give me the pressure so I have to study as well arghhhh xD). No more malas malas u.u

I'm experiencing self-transformation. I used to talk using 'saya-awak' with everyone even with guys but since I came here, I only talk 'saya-awak' with my ever so lovely room mates and my school mates. I feel secure and confident talking 'aku-kau' with the new girls and guys, all right. So, I'm me, having a new personality. I'm still adapting and making new friends. And I miss home. Eh eh eh eh eh eh eh?! Ekekeke

I need to go. NEED. TO. STUDY. OR else I'm going to feel left out since everyone is studying like it's exam week next week so yeaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa -_- Can't wait to go back for Raya Puasa. And I'm having a hard time accepting the fact that I'm going to greet Ramadhan without my family and face Ramadhan with my new friends. Surely I'm going to be sad but happy at the same time. ASDFGHJKL dammit I really miss home and Terengganu and tho Terengganu is so boring but I still miss it! And Ummi and Walid and everyone and my room and everything T_T

Bye! Lots of loooooooooooooooooove, FIFIEY :3

Asasians! GO GO GO!

6.6.14

Assalamualaikum warahmatullahi wabarakaatuh

Woohoo I've been in KL now for more than a week, and to be precise, in Universiti Malaya. I'm currently staying in the eleventh residential college (all PASUMians were supposed to get a place each at the 12th residential college, but due to some technical transformations, so all of us are scattered around the university. But in a month's time, the other PASUMians living at 1st, 3rd, 6th, 7th, 8th and 10th will be migrating permanently to 11th and 12th. So, I got to stay here, takyah sesusah angkat barang nak pindah (and I hope there'll be no such thing as pindah blok zzzt)

Basically at 12th, the necessities and accommodations are better. Ada klinik, koperasi, and so on. Most activities are held there, too, anyway sebab kolej tu memang dapat tampung so many people. Each room for two persons. Imagine the awkwardness if you had to move in with a total stranger from another state. At my college, 11th, or famous as Kolej Ungku Aziz, and we call ourselves KUAZians, a room is for four people. So whether all four of you are total strangers or not, it won't be awkward. And I have such great roommates, thank Allah for that :)

The first week was the best and I'm impressed with myself that I had succeeded in surviving throughout the Minggu Haluansiswa (MHS14). I read a blog for what it feels like a decade ago (please read: I read a blog when I was in Terengganu) that stated that Minggu Haluansiswa is actually a more of Minggu Helluansiswa. Hello! No such thing, okay? Never in my life had I enjoyed such a week (well, we had great friendly unbelievably kind LOs and FPs). My friends kept (they still do) having crushes on the FPs and LOs (Liaison Officer) and I was like, "Uhhh-huhhhhh," oh well it's just me being NOT me ekekekeke

During MHS14, we were taught the cheers that the UM students must know, they FPs (Fasilitator Pelajar) ajar kiteorang menari Xi Shua Shua and Gummy Bear. Awesome and healthy! Hehehe. Though I strongly disagree with the girls joget joget on the stage, but it's just the way it is today, isn't it? I'm not in my sekolah agama any more and I'm living a reality now, so I had expected it from the beginning. Thank God I wasn't called in front to do the Xi Shua Shua thing whatsoever x_x But I cannot deny that the dances are goooooooooooood!

So, thank you LOs and FPs for your hard work and awesomeness and patience and *the list goes on*. Especially to KK11's LOs, LO Izzaty (yang comellotte asdfghjkl seriyes she's so cute and cool and you know, a big sister but she's your bff as well) and LO DS. Diorang memang baik gila and sporting! They were in charge of taking care of us 36 students living at KK11 (and the Wifi here continues to act macam biskut, kejap ada kejap takda pfft but syukur alhamdulillah at least ada Wifi kan? k.)

I have three room mates. They are Wahidah from Sarawak, Akmal from Negeri Sembilan and Jessica from Sabah. 1Malaysia beb. They are all superbbbb! Best sangat jadi roommates dengan diorang. Akmal is the only child in her family, so her mother bought all kinds of things to keep us comfortable in this room (such as mats and super-comfy-softy carpet). Akmal's Mom made her go home every weekend (of course laaa anak tunggal, sunyi laaa mak ayah) and Wahidah and Jessy and I are like, "Untunglaaa boleh balik," especially those two yang duduk Sabah Sarawak tu x)

Life here has been great so far. I did feel a little homesick on our very first lecture day, which was earlier this week, but I think I can manage for another 9 months. Wahahhaa. Believe it or not, this is my first time on my own, I had never had such experience before, urus diri, masa and DUIT all by myself. Wahidah and I are the closest because we are both in Hayat 1 (there are Hayat 1 and Hayat 2, also Fizikal 1 and Fizikal 2 dan juga Alam Bina). Jessy and Amal are in Hayat 2. Jessy is a little bit quiet and shy but also mingling at the same time, and the four of us do okay today and insyaAllah for the rest of the semester and the second sem.

Uh-oh I need money, help! The reference books cost about RM300 and there's the lab coat as well as the goggles. I have everything already except for the goggles. KPM, bila hangpa nak bagi elaun kat che' niiiii! xD It's cool, though. It's only for this month. Next month dah Ramadhan, so perbelanjaan kurang sebab takyah makan apa semua (except for time berbuka tu la). But, it's still a long way to go and I'm ready! HEHEHEHE! InsyaAllah, dengan izinNya jua. Korang doakan sekali ea!

By the way, KK11 and PASUM are asdfghjkl sort of far away from each other. Takes about 15-20 minutes of walk to get there (and we have to walk there every day for our lecture sessions) so anyone yang nak merungut dia kena naik bas for 20 minutes silalah bersyukur awak takyah jalan kaki, k. Seriously, UM is so big and refreshing I feel like walking around the place for days non-stop (I say "I feel like", I don't intend to do it whatever so lololol). Hahaha maybe tomorrow if I reaaaaaaaaaaaally feeeeeeeeeeeel like IT.

There are a lot more that I wish that I can type into 12029823984509345043905923 words here today, but this post itself has been in draft for like a week -_- and finally do I have the time to continue editing this entry and publish it to my blog berkarat nih. I don't even know when will I update again, maybe not anytime soon, but who knows, it's Fifiey alright --'

Wish me the best. :3

p/s: Did I just type a full essay? -_-