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Every week
Every weekend Every moment passes Those walks to lectures The climbs to classes The hours Left behind The tutorials that are sometimes hard sometimes bearable The stress of course Of studies Of friends Of quizzes and tests The question people keep asking "Isn't there anything easy in this world?" Nope, the answer is no The syllabus The time From eight to five Oh God it drives us crazy The pressure The practicals, especially Chemistry The Physics practicals suck sometimes The results reflect us Telling us in the face "wow dude you're dumb, the dumbest of them all" The weekend boring So plain boring So freaking mundane So we got away Go back home or hang out But still Everything still sucks
Maybe 'cause we don't know why are we doing this If for good results, and then what If not, then what Still the questions are there Some people don't have the answers Some do The environment doesn't help The place The state Not a good condition f…


Assalamualaikum ladiesBeautiful advices from Prof Dr Muhaya - Beautiful advices from Prof Dr MuhayaStay away from anger
It hurts only YOU and nobody else
If u are right, then there is no need to get angry
and if u are wrong then u don't have any right to get angryPatience with family is love
Patience with others is respect
Patience with self is confidence and
Patience with GOD is faithNever think hard about the past, it brings tears
Don't think more about the future, it brings fear
Live this moment with a smile, it brings cheerEvery test in our life makes us bitter or better
every problem comes to make us or break us
The choice is ours whether we become victims or victoriousSearch for a beautiful heart and not a beautiful face
Beautiful things are not always good but good things are always beautifulDo u know why God created gaps between fingers?
So that who is special to u
comes and fills those gaps by holding your hand foreverNever forget this advice....
Happiness keeps Us sw…

Why some people cry and some people don't

Hey there assalamualaikum

So today I just got my mid sem exam result waiting for a month. Alhamdulillah, though I know it's not a very good result, or a good one, but I'm still thankful. My other friends got way better results than me but they ARE. SO. FREAKIN'. DEVASTATED. Ada yang nangis. So, if they were to cry, what should I do, then? Aduhai. I don't know, I don't feel like feeling down because maybe I'm tired kot of asyik down je bila result tak okay. Or maybe I'm immune now? Result time aku form 5 dulu takdelah pernah gempak sangat, so bila dapat result kat asasi ni, I sort of know where I stand.

Aku pun sendiri tak tahu macamana aku boleh jadi warga PASUM. Serious talk.

It's not that bad, tapi teruk jugaklah sampai tahap aku nak gelak. Never in my life aku dapat result MATHS paling teruk wahahahahhaa gilo laaa. Okay, I'm not surprised with my Maths because masa exam hari tu memang aku rasa tak boleh jawab. To be exact, my result really reflec…

You fight, or you keep fighting -- you never give up

Assalamualaikum warahmatullah

When was the last time that I wrote something proper here? Hahahaha everything's so messed up around me (especially myself) that I tended to publish rubbish and nonsense as my previous entries, so, I apologize for the inconvenience (though I doubt that this blog has any readers left). I wish I had time for pictures and events and stories to post here, because this blog has been lacking excitement since I ENTERED PASUM. What have you done to me, PASUM? WHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAT HAAAAAAAAVEEEEEEEEE YOU DONEEEEEEEEE

I'm glad I have my roommates, they cheer me up almost every day and all the time.

As for my classmates, I'm not sure what status are we in now. Say, we were happy a month ago, but now it's a really undefined situation. Everyone keeps having whiplashes and mood swings and I don't have the guts any more to joke or greet anyone except Suzie -_- I only do the unthinkable and crazy things with Wahidah, and that's only during lecture…

The Reality of Life.

Hey there! Haven't posted in here for a while. But things are getting out of hands these days. I'm having too much mood swings and I super hate these. Keep thinking of giving up but I know it's an incoherent thing to do because this is only just the beginning. Besides, I'm not going to waste my time, my parents' money and effort by giving it all in to the darkness.Thinking of going back home and settling myself just in Terengganu. There are too many pressure, affairs, scandals and other things that rips my heart opens, leading to frequent mood swings and one thing about me you should know that I don't react well to mood swings. I may be mad at something else, but someone will have to be the black sheep of my outburst.I miss my parents.I need them here with me.I desperately need to see their faces every day .I want to see my sisters' and brother's faces.I just need familiarity and love.I'm also at the point where I don't even know what's good…