This isn't right


This is not right. Second semester is starting tomorrow and I'm feeling so down.

It's a matter of gaining knowledge, right? I should be happy. But I can't stand being far away from my mom and dad and my room, as childish as it sounds.

Oh hey that's normal. The homesickness.

But I'm not normal.

My tutorial group is gone. I'm going to be in another tutorial group. Coping with and adapting myself to SH3 were long enough, but at least I'm comfortable with them.

Being separated with Suzie is another thing. This sucks. Big time.

Doubles up my sadness.


Well hey. On the bright side, I still have my roommates with me and I got a new roommate! I'll love them with all my heart.

I also have my gang alongside me. They're not near but they are in my heart. On WhatsApp, literally. Lol

There goes my happy mode. All gone in a blink of an eye.


My sem break has come to an end.

Thank you.

PASUM student, and I'm staying until Sem 2 is over. Stay positive.

So... Maleficent is good. What does Diaval have to do with it?



So now I've watched Maleficent thrice already. And it is very unusual for me to watch a movie more than once, unless that movie 1) is so good I have to watch it again 2) has certain actors/actresses that I really like 3) is from a book I enjoy reading, so with Maleficent, it is probably the former. Or maybe I just fancy watching shows with sorcerer/ss with his/her name starting with M -_-

I'm satisfied with the whole story plot, maybe because I am a female human being who likes heroines being portrayed as strong and bold and they don't need guys to save their asses or something. And also how guys suck every time. That Stefan boy. DOES ANYONE ELSE FEEL LIKE CHOPPING HIS UNGRATEFUL HEAD OFF

Uh but I'm not going to talk about Stefan. He was a jerk, a big one at that too.

Gonna talk about Diaval. Yep, the raven Maleficent made as her pet.

I wonder, what is exactly his role in this movie? I know he's Diaval, Maleficent's temporary wings whatsoever, but towards the end, the story seems to want to focus on him for something. It's so devastating that I can't put the pieces altogether about this raven.

Maleficent saved him from a filthy hunter and his doggies, to which Diaval complained but then made himself a servant to Maleficent, anyway. The story went on and on, and Diaval was sort of constant throughout the plot.

Okay I'm gonna be open. I actually thought that Diaval was going to be Aurora's true love's kiss. SERIOUSLY OKAY. I know it might sound odd but, this is the 21st century we're talking about, people! WAKE UP ALREADY! I mean, WE ACTUALLY DID HAVE A HUNTSMAN WAKING SNOW WHITE FROM HER POISON APPLE SLEEP WITH HIS KISS, RIGHT?

But hey, there was that useless Prince Phillip suddenly on a horse, with a medieval hairstyle oh my God my mind literally stopped functioning for a second there! He wasn't even Aurora's true love, how come he ended up where he was in the end? Just go back to your father already!

Do you know why I think he was useless?!
1) His kiss couldn't wake Aurora
2) He was asleep throughout everything
3) He was a bad-timer
4) His hair wasn't as dark as Diaval (whatthahell?)
5) He was stupid
6) He let the pixies hauled him out of Aurora's room DUMBFOUNDED
7) Oh for goodness' sake, HE WASN'T ANYWHERE DURING THE BATTLE AGAINST STEFAN'S FORCES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
8) He was a loser and a peasant

Hi I'm Prince Phillip and I am as useful as Aurora's Mother

Back to Diaval.

But wait, everyone noticed, right, how pointed his nose is? No, not just pointed, it's so damn sharp! Is it real? Or it's just a camera trick or just a make up?


The point is, I can't seem to get him, or how the filmmakers want us to see Diaval as. It's kinda blurry. It's like, he's a REALLY important character, but at the same time if he isn't highlighted, it wouldn't change anything. The story goes on, Maleficent is still both previously evil and good (well, maybe she wouldn't have a horse to ride on to the castle).

So, there must be a specific reason as to why Diaval is aggravatingly crucial in this film, am I right?

The way I see it, Diaval was one observant lad (or bird, whatever). He watched Aurora grew (took care of her even, um, this is the part where I thought he would fall for Aurora, and the love would be requited because he was one pretty bird). But most importantly, he observed Maleficent's growing love for Aurora. That's the most obvious thing he did. And to say that he cared little for Aurora is an understatement...

Though he and Maleficent make a great duo.

Now, I know you guys must be thinking that I'm absurd. Not all roles have to be present with a love interest. I know, I know. But let's face it. Diaval is one mystery dude. We don't know his past, his family or anything. Yeaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhh I know he's a little birdy raven, but at least, at least, something about him, please? He was important to Maleficent (though she wouldn't admit it for a million years)!

I'm just so curious. Wondering where would Diaval go when all of it was over? (I'm guessing he'd be staying with Maleficent and become his knight in shining armour or Aurora's)

Hi I'm Aurora

Uh, and I hope there's no love lost between Diaval and Maleficent, doesn't click together. They are just mistress and her servant. Though if there was, I wouldn't object entirely. Oh, believe me if I say Diaval/Maleficent makes a great pair than Aurora/Phillip. But hey, I'm still Team Aurora/Diaval!

Oh COME ON! I know the original Sleeping Beauty claims it's Aurora/Phillip, but hello! Maleficent herself stated in the movie that SHE WAS THE ACTUAL SLEEPING BEAUTY! Daa! So she should marry Prince Phillip instead. Uh... Okay that may be a little weird -_-"

Overall, the movie is great. I'd watch it again, no doubt. Sam Riley as Diaval is literally perfect, also Angelina Jolie as Maleficent. Ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh I love Elle Fanning! I love love love her! She's a sweet simple little girl, and she's Dakota Fanning's sister, ladies and gentlemen! Any cast from Twilight is my all-time favourite (well, except for JCB). Ahah, there's also Professor Umbridge, and she was in pink-red dress! Didn't know after Harry Potter, Umbridge became a pixie afterwards x)

And here's something I want to confide you in. CLICK CLICK CLICK IF YOU FEEL FOR DIAVAL

Team Diaval

5 Muslim gathering ~


Assalamualaikum warahmatullahi wabarakaatuh!

Howdy peeps? Hohohoho been a while since I'm here, roiiiight? I'm currently on my sem break and um so far I get to do what I planned to do before, which is...finishing the unread books mwehehe. But, before that, lemme tell you a tale of memory-collecting that happened on Sunday, yep.


So, my ex-classmates of 5 Muslim decided to do a trip to the school (sesiapa yang available lah, mostly bebudak PASUM, PALAM and UIA), nak visit cikgu cikgu :3 So, Amey decided the time and so on (sort of), and we gathered around 11 am.

Kiteorang pun masuk bilik guru karpet merah (the carpet's red, hence the name hahahaha), the bilik guru where most of the teachers that taught us in 5 Muslim last year are in.

Everyone went scattered around the room, talking to different teachers, lalalalala, and then we finally lepak buat halaqah dekat tengah tengah bilik guru when our class teacher came in, face-shocked (plus touched), and then wordlessly took out her phone and took our picture. Ahhhh seriously comell ok, ustazah! Then the other teachers be like, "Ha...dah datang dah mak dia."

Weehoot! Then we talked some more with Ustazah Asmah and Ustazah Hamidah so much loveee <3

And of course, some pics! :)

Then after, we went to Teacher Ida's room (our Biology teacher, who is quite close with the boys) and we of course, talked again, and cerita pasal belajar Bio at asasi and so on hehehehe! :D

Soon after, it was Zohor, sooooo the boys said they were going back to pick Izuddin (at which we made faces 'cause we thought Izuddin was sleeping the whole morning ok sorry hahahhaa) and planned to meet up again at Uncle Chua's restaurant.

Tuh-daa! We ordered food and while waited we joked and teased around, with Adib beside me telling stories about USIM (actually I asked him about Piah so he told me they're in the same class and so) and I don't know why I kept on teasing everyone.

Sarah and Yein ordered Iced Milo, so when their drinks arrived, I bluntly remarked, "Milo ais, kat rumah boleh buat.." which everyone ended up laughing, lels. I mean, betul what, gi restoran cenggitu, order la different drinks kannn. Yang takde kat rumah hahahahaha uh-huh and then the guys started calling me "Ipy" and "Ipu" -_______- WHOEVER MISSPELLED IPY AS IPU IS GONNA PAY (I know who, actually -_-)

Soon after we decided to head for the beach (oh my we're in Terengganu, of course there'll be no other place to hang out) and Adib excitedly asked everyone to choose a tree each to take pictures -_- Adib and pokok berpisah tiada. And so, once arriving, we headed for our chosen trees. Ngehehe

The Pokok Pose

Photo of the day

Then, Asar prayer came. The masjid was nearby, but we drove there still -_- Then, Amey asked us girls to follow his car to 'a mysterious place', and ended up at the other part of the same beach -__________-

And thereeeeeeeeeeeeeeee, we found more trees! (and Adib, of course, asked us to choose a tree each! xD)

The Pokok Pose version 2.0

Let's move on. So, erm, I took a selfie. Okay.

Hey there, 'sup?

Fifiey stop being Chinese-eyed -_-

We took these numerous photos and shared them on our 5 Muslim WhatsApp group where all the absence ones be like, "Sampainya hatimuuuu,", "Jelesnyaaaaaa," and those at overseas were like, "Senyap boleh dok," wakakakkaa and then there was this one part where Yein recorded a video of us and I... I... oblivious to people's feelings, I said, "Hai semua tak leh datang ke?" and Yein sent the video to the WhatsaApp group huwaaaaaaaaaaaa hahahahhahahaha k fifiey kejam kbye

The Pantai Pose (idea by: Yein as Adib with the Pokok Pose)

Fifiey isn't in the pic because she was being anti-social

The boys


*squints at Izuddin* -_-

Da gurlz


There were 11 of us but it felt like we were complete. But I wish we had more time, to trace back the moments and indulge ourselves having fun with each other.

I wish the others were there with us, too.

God knows how much we miss each other.

High school age has passed...and I'll be stupid to say I love college more than high school. I miss everything, everyone.

But, there's no point in dwelling on the past, so all we have now is, look forward and when the time comes soon, we'll be reunited once again.................. huwaaaaaa apehal ayat aku macam sedih sangat je huwaaaaaaaaaa tapi aku rindu dorang!!!!!