Perfect Day

24.12.15


Assalamualaikum everyone! Lamanya tak tulis apa-apa kat sini. Hehehe. Been busy with assignments and quizzes and now in the middle of my final papers. Kertas Bahasa Melayu Komunikasi dan Linguistics and Language dah habis, tinggal History of English dan Ilmu Wahyu & Sains je dua lagi. Gap tiga hari since today is Maulidur Rasul, tomorrow is Christmas (but if it weren't for Christmas we still got gap sebab Terengganu memang cuti hari Jumaat hewhew).

Al kisahnya the other day Alya, I repeat, ALYA AQILAH, somehow ended up AJAK KITEORANG KELUAR. Double the triple the wow. Since Alya ni jenis susah sikit nak keluar, and if kiteorang gather ke apa, mesti dia tak ada, jadi bila dia tetiba ajak keluar, memang keajaiban dalam kehidupan yang fana la kan. You know, she's that one friend when you ask her to go out, she'd be like, "I can't go la because this and this and that," explaining why she can't go, actually just say no jela kan HAHAHAHHAHAHAH

Dua hari dua malam plan nak bagi jadi ni. Yang turut serta ialah Piah dan Ainul (senantiasa ada xD). Piqah dan Kakti takleh pergi la sebab diorang takde kat Terengganu. Therefore, since Alya ni memang susah nak reach via any communication method possible, kiteorang awal-awal lagi dah pesan SILA JANGAN SILENT HANDPHONE!!! SEBAB DIA NI JENIS KALAU ORANG CALL EMPAT RIBU KALI PUN MEMANG TAK ANGKAT KALAU ADA EMERGENCY AKU RASA LANGIT TERBELAH DUA PUN DIA STILL TAK ANGKAT HA TENGOK MARAH NI GUNA CAPS LOCK

Alya ni memang impossible gila. Tak tahu ah cemana boleh still kawan ngan dia sampai sekarang. Dalam ramai ramai geng kau, mesti ada yang jenis Alya ni, jadi terima jelah kan kalau tak nanti siapa je nak kawan ngan dia?!
New phrase: Kawan jenis Alya
Jadi, perkara pertama yang kiteorang buat bila jumpa Alya (lama sangat tak jumpa, terutama Ainul, sebab cuti lain lain), adalah gelak dan ketawa. Memang macam tu, geng-geng ni bila lama tak jumpa and especially bila dapat jumpa Alya, memang end up ketawa macam orang gila. Satu hal sebab Alya ni jenis gelak tak henti tanpa sebab munasabah -_-

Mencabarnya pagi tadi bila Alya memula kata ayah dia hantar sampai rumah aku, and then tetiba suruh aku ambik dia tepi jalan je sebab dia gi breakfast dulu, LAST SEKALI BILA AKU DAN AINUL DAH SIAP NAK GI AMBIK PIAH THEN AMBIK DIA EHHHHHHHH TETIBA CALL CAKAP DIA DAH NAK SAMPAI RUMAH AKU ok takpelah aku maafkan sebab lama tak keluar kan. K xD

Okay selepas selesai konflik Alya dan ketibaannya di rumah Ipy, terus ambik Piah kat rumah dia. Then mak Piah keluar and terus memerli kami, "ASAL CUTI JE MESTI KELUAR! KELUAR TU BUKANNYA SEKEJAP SEKEJAP, NANTI DEKAT MAGHRIB BARU RETI NAK BALIK!" Ok....... xDDDD Adapun statement mak Piah adalah tepat dan benar dan benar-benar benar serta tidak dapat disangkal lagi sekian terima kasih xD

Lalu kami pun drive (aku je drive tapi erm takpela) ke destinasi kami; iaitu pusat menternak lemak yang baru didirikan di Terengganu minggu lepas, iaitu Chicken Cottage.


Ha, jangan tak tahu tau, ni first kedai diorang tau kat Malaysia, and sebanyak-banyak negeri dia nak bina, dia buat kat Terengganu Darul Iman negeri molek budaya menarik ni (erm over pulak xD). Restoran ni ala-ala KFC macam tu la, apa yang aku baca kat internet katanya Chicken Cottage ni restoran bertaraf halal antarabangsa ke apa entah. So, marilah kita terjah sebentar perihal Chicken Cottage ni.

By the way nama dia panjang sangat, Chicken Cottage, aku ingat nak sebut CC je tapi nanti ada pulak figura-figura yang ingat CC tu Cyber Cafe. OK. Chicken Cottage it is.

Masa kiteorang pergi tu, beratur takdelah lama mana. Part nak order tu awkward moment sikit. Ingatkan nak try Grilled Chicken Cottage Burger tapi katanya ayam belum siap (untuk burger tu lah), yang ada daging lembu je. OKLAH KITE BELI BEEF BURGER OK KITE BELI. Aku, Ainul dan Piah order set combo burger daging tu and Alya yang TAK LAPAR *dia kata dia tak lapar sebab dia baru je lepas makan dengan ayah dia :((((((((* order chicken fingers. Pastu kiteorang order jugak half grilled chicken, just nak merasa.

Menu tak banyak lagi la nak try sebab baru buka kot and maybe the staff and workers semua still trying to adapt macam tu. Lagipun kami tak order banyak since kami ni student lagi dan harga makanan kat Chicken Cottage tu boleh dikatakan agak mahal la. Takpela, for the sake of trying the dishes kan huehuehue.

Setelah beberapa lama, we all pun dapat la makanan, and naik tingkat atas. Baiklah, nak komen ni. Burger dia macam biasa je, macam yang kau makan dekat McD ke A&W ke, macam tu ah rasa dia. Since it's just beef burger kan. SO rasa lembu lah. Takkan rasa arnab pulak huhu.

Fries dia aku rasa sedap (sebab aku memang gila fries jadi pape jelah semua fries sedap k xD), tapi seriously aku rasa OK je fries dia. Pastu ayam grilled dia nice jugak la, sos percik dia tu pedas. So sesapa tak tahan pedas, janganlah makan part ada percik dia tu banyak, boleh masuk hospital sebab pedas.

Finger chickens dia sedapppp, dahlah banyak pulak tu dia kasi. Dalam 15 pieces a combo? Along with mashed potato. Mashed potato dia so-so la, aku tak suka sangat mashed potato, tapi aku paling tak suka mashed potato KFC HAHAHAHAHAHAHA

Kiteorang tak ambik pulak gambar makanan tu sebab macam terlalu lapar dan sorang-sorang dah macam orang kebuluran dah aku tengok. So, dapat makanan terus makan dengan tertib. Tak ambik gambar k, sebab terlalu hipstur. Takmo hipstur hipstur ni, takmo, takmo. Mainstream sangat bruh.


Ha gambar ni je boleh belanja, lepas dah kenyang, marilah kita buat pose hidung, ye. Ni sapa ajar buat pose macam ni, ni!? Behave sikit OK gais

Setelah kenyang alhamdulillah, kiteorang pun pergi Lagun Kuala Ibai pada jam 12.30 tengah hari. Memang pun, kami ni memang jenis suka pergi pantai/lagun/tempat matahari bersinar terang, pada waktu puncak. Kami suka tanning ni. Muka pun hitam. Tapi rasanya takpela kulit hitam asalkan hati tak hitam k :''''')))))

Dan dalam pada terik mentari sang suria tu, kami pun berphotoshoot. Nais la kan photo shoot tengah panas.



Panorama je mampu, bagi nampak lengkap gambar ni. Dahlah masa ambik panorama tu the struggle was real. Aku ngan Ainul la kena berlari-lari tukar posisi LEPAS TU SI ALYA TU TAK RETI DUDUK DIAM. Aku dah cakap mula-mula, "Ok semua duk diam jangan gerak k!" lepas tu dia gi gerak jugak and then kena marah pastu cakap, "Mana saya tau! Awak tak cakap pun!" *hulur pisau, pedang katana, dan grenade*

Piah dan Alya sampai ke sudah duk sebut pisang goreng cheese pisang goreng cheese tapi tak beli beli pun. Alya dah la mengidam pisang cheese sebab yang dia beli semalam katanya tak sedap hahahahahaha Akhirnya tak beli pun, then kami balik rumah aku sebab lama tak lepak kat bilik pink Fifiey ni en. HUEHUEHUE Asalnya nak tengok movie kat laptop tapi sebab family kakak ipar aku ada buat kenduri kat rumah diorang, jadi aku angkut la tiga orang sahabat aku ni pergi kenduri tu sekali.

Awkward la jugak sebab kami semua pakai seluar and baju cemtu pergi kenduri. Sorry gais tak bagitahu huahuahuahua

Lepas makan kenduri, nak hantar Alya balik tapi last sekali entah macamana tetiba sampai Gloria Jean's Coffee. Erm, takdelah tetiba sangat, aku saja je nak gi lepak lagi hehe. Piah pulak ajak lepak kat GJ tu, so apa lagi, jarang nak melepak kat kafe kopi cemtu.


Aku order Very Vanilla Latte, Piah pulak Iced Mocha dan Ainul Iced Cappuccino. Tambahan itu, aku jugak order Triple Chocolate Muffin hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm bila nak kurus kalau macam ni huhuhuhuhu takpelah kita bimbang pasal kurus tu nanti k. Huhuhu. Aku pun tak tahu kiteorang ni perut jenis apa, sebab sebelum tu dah makan dah kat rumah kakak ipar aku tu. -_- Alya je tak makan sebab dia dah kenyang hewhew patutla dah kurus :(

tengok yang ni bila tah nak kurus :(

Kami ni kalau dah berkumpul sesama macam ni memang tak reti diam. Bising potpet potpet kalah burung murai. Lepas tu gelak tak cukup nafas, even for little things. Yelah, it's the little things that matter kan huhuk sentimental pulak tetiba. Selain gelak sakan dan ketawa terbahak-bahak, kami pun akhirnya mengisytiharkan dan mengakui bahawa kami merupakan Directioners dan juga Belieber. BERIYA DULU TAK SUKA 1D SEKARANG KAU TENGOKKKK KAU TENGOKKK (btw sebenarnya baru dapat tahu semua orang rupanya Belieber dalam diam sejak 5 tahun yang lalu xD)

Entahla sejak Zayn keluar, pastu lagu-lagu baru diorang tanpa Zayn semua macam best HAHAHAHAHAHAHA lepas Zayn keluar tetiba rasa nak minat 1D. Eh tapi takdela minat gila gila. Minat ala-ala kadar je. Takdela macam minat tengok buku and TV-series. Alya dan Piah memang typical la suka kat Louis, tapi kami bersetuju untuk tak suka Harry sebab serabut je dia tu asyik dia je lead vocal dalam semua lagu hahahahahahaha entah pape. Aku forever suka suara Niall ._.

Ew sejak bila Directioner tegar ni?

Sempat gak cakap pasal Zayn.

Tertanya-tanya adakah Zayn tu Islam with tattoos here and there lepas tu kaler rambut. Ainul pun kata, "Entahlah, cuma masa raya je ada tweet Eid Mubarak, lepas tu beribu RT." YELAH ZAYN TWEET "EID MUBARAK" BERIBU RT, KALAU RAKYAT MARHAEN NI TWEET "SELAMAT HARI RAYA MAAF ZAHIR BATIN DARI HUJUNG RAMBUT SAMPAI HUJUNG KAKI" MESTI TERLEBIH CHARACTERS LA APA LA, RT PUN TAKDA, YANG LIKE PULAK GENG GENG SENDIRI JE HUUHUHUHUHUHUHUHU

Tapi takpe ah tu hal dia ngan Tuhan, he chooses that life kan huhu. Kbye jangan bash


Nah gambar #baegoals bersama Piah. Nampak la jugak fake kat situ, tapi takpelah biasalah hipsturisma memang melambangkan kepalsuan dan dusta. Ops. Btw, creepy jugak ah masa kat GJ tu kiteorang tengah borak-borak kan si penjaga kaunter dua orang tu tengok je kiteorang lepas tu yang lalu lalang tepi kedai tu pun duk tengok tengok

Eh lupa pulak aku berada di negeri Terengganu, orang negeri ni memang suka tengok orang tak kesah ah orang tu pakai baju kurung tudung biasa biasa ke, pakai short skirt dengan tudung labuh ke, memang rakyat negeri Terengganu negeri cantik budaya menarik ni suka pandang orang pelik. Tak paham -_-

Gi KL ke mana-mana tempat lain ke, gi Jepun kita pakai tudung orang lain tak pakai tudung pun orang Jepun tak stare macam orang Terengganu ni tau. Bukan nak perasan, tapi memang hakikatnya macam tu. Dah lama dah nak cakap benda ni, tapi harini baru tercakap huehuehuehue

Setelah habis sembang, pergi toilet tak balik balik orang tunggu lama dalam kereta ingatkan jatuh tangga ke apa, kami pun beransur pulang memandangkan dua jam lagi nak Maghrib. Teringat pulak kata-kata bonda Piah awal pagi tadi HAHAHAHAHAHAH MEMANG BALIK SEBELUM NAK DEKAT MAGHRIB *nanges*


YAYYYYYYYYY harini hari yang produktif! Truth be told, kalau ada Piqah dan Kakti mesti lagi best. Yela, tak lengkap 6 orang sedih la jugak. Buat buat guna jalan rumah Piqah dan Kakti tadi huhuhuhu lama kot tak jumpa Piqah sobs. Kakti baru je jumpa hari tu so tak kesah sangat ah tapi, lagi best kalau dia ada boleh bash Alya lagi teruk. Eeeeeeee lamanya tak rasa sehappy and se'alive' harini! Dah lama kot rasanya duduk dalam sangkar, buat-buat takde perasaan and just going on with what life offers me. Bila jumpa diorang ni rasa ada semangat balik. Hehehe.

p/s #1: Special thanks to Ainul and Piah and Alya for today. Sorry Alya buli tiada henti xD
p/s #2: Harini dah 10 kali rasanya dengar lagu Perfect hewhew

Kbai!!!

TAMBAHAN!!! : Chicken fingers tu kan Alya order, dahla sikit je dia order, pastu kiteorang makan je fingers tu tanpa rasa bersalah (Alya offer je, mulianya hati dia T_T) lepas tu kan bila semua dah balik rumah and masing-masing tengah WhatsApp baru aku teringat ada ke antara aku, Ainul dan Piah yang offer burger kat Alya.... DAN JAWAPANNYA ADALAH... TIDAK!!! KESIANNYA ALYA TAKDE ORANG OFFER BURGER DAHLAH KITEORANG HABISKAN CHICKEN FINGERS DIA SORRY ALYA TADI LAPAR SANGAT K AWAK KATA AWAK TAK LAPAR SO KBAI

Kami, Dia dan Tong Sampah!

2.12.15

Assalamualaikum.

Aku nak bercerita sikit ni. Kisah yang berlaku kira-kira 5 tahun yang lalu.

Eee terjumpa benda alah ni pulak ew who made this?!?!?! *the answer is obvious

Masa tu aku di Tingkatan 2 dekat sekolah menengah aku la, SHAMS Kuala Terengganu. Dan aku duduk kelas kedua waktu tu, 2 Ibnu Qudamah atau pun singkatan dia 2A2.

Al kisahnya, kalau korang belum tahu, aku masa Form 1 hingga ke Form 3 punyalah nerd islami gila. Terutama masa Form 1. Acah acah baru masuk sekolah agama, semua benda nak jadi isu, sensitip. Kalau bertulisan pun, semua ayat nak "Ana enti enta" lepas tu ada perkataan ikhwan akhawat akhi ukhti abadan abada semua ah. Baru belajar Arab la katakan.

Kehkehkeh. Tu kisah lalu. Bila baca balik tulisan masa Form 1 & Form 2, naik bulu roma. Aku ke tu? Geli. Hahahaha.

Eh tersasul pulak dari topik sebenar.

Mukaddimah tadi tu nak perjelaskan lagi cerita yang bakal aku cerita ni. Maka bermulalah...
2A2. Masa aku Form 1, aku kelas 1 Ibnu Arabi iaitu 1A7. Bila naik Form 2, streaming kelas apa semua, budak kelas 1A7 ramai dapat masuk 2A2. Hewhew.

Masa kat kelas 1A7, kiteorang pernah dapat anugerah kelas tercantik.

So bila masuk 2A2, semangat nak hias kelas tu macam berkobar-kobar gila namatey rasa macam illegal pulak berperasaan sebegitu rupa.

Kelas tu sebenarnya dah OK. Tapi... AJK kelas, antaranya of course lah aku, Alya, Sabrina beserta penolong berwibawa iaitu Sofiah, memulakan langkah kami. Setelah berbincang apa semua, dan ahli kelas dah setuju nak repaint kelas tu jadi warna hijau, maka...bermulalah cerita kami.

So ada lah masa cuti ni, aku, Sofiah, Sabrina dan Alya telah pergi ke sekolah dengan tekun dan gigih sekali, nak redecorate kelas. Siap beli cat putih dan hijau lagi! Nak cat baru.

NI MENDE NI MENDE HOI

Mula-mula, kami susun atur meja dan kerusi supaya tak ganggu proses mengecat. Lepas tu, kami cat lah dinding tu...dahlah tak pernah pegang berus cat pun sebelum ni. So, kami cat lah dengan comot comotnya tumpah sana sini, kena baju whatsoever. Ala, form 2 tahu apa. Hahahahahahahaha

Arakian setelah selesai mengecat, keadaan lantai kelas agak mengerikan sebab banyak cat tumpah. Kami pun satu hal tak lapik suratkhabar, kbai. Pastu sebab kami rasa bersalah lantai kelas dah hodoh, kami pun bertindak mengalihkan semua kerusi dan meja ke luar kelas untuk membasuh kelas tersebut!

Dahlah meja sorang-sorang berat nak arwah. Nak nak meja dua orang budak lelaki ni.....sampai aku cakap kat Alya, "Ni kalau orang mengandung angkat ni, boleh keguguran...tak pun terberanak kat sini!" Haaa betapa beratnya meja dua orang tu. Nama tak yah lah disebut di sini sebab... sebab... kelakar? XD

And then...kami pun ke tandas untuk mengambil air untuk tujuan membersih kelas. Ala-ala mop gitu. Tapi baldi takde. Mop takde. So kiteorang guna penyapu dan bekas tong sampah besar warna hitam tu...........bekas tu kosong la, dah dibasuh tak berbau..........

credit gambo: google

Maka...

Cerita kami bermula.

Kami isi tong sampah tu penuh dengan air, pastu memanglah jadi berat gila namatey. Angkat 3 orang pun masih berat. And then dalam perjalanan dari toilet ke kelas tu, sambil angkat tong berisi air tu lah, tetiba tong sampah tu pecah kat tepi!!!!

Habis air terkeluar dan in horror we realised that we had damaged a school property!!!!!!! Mahu tak cuak gelabah apa semua dah terasa dah! Nasib baik takde orang masa tu, yelah kelas pun dah tingkat atas sekali memang takdenye orang nak melawat kiteorang masa cuti tu hmmm

Dah habis cuak (sebenarnya ada lagi), kiteorang pun basuh lah kelas tu dengan perasaan khuatir dan tak tenteram. Dengan sepenuh hati, lantai kelas dibasuh dengan bersih dan berkilat OK tipu jer sebab cat yang tumpah sikit sikit tu semua tak tanggal jadi kami pun pasrah dan menyerah jelah.

Lepas habis basuh kelas tu, kami duduk kat kawasan yang dah kering, berhalaqah ingin membincangkan perihal tong sampah bocor kat tepi :'))))

Punyalah takut kan, sebab harta benda sekolah kot, beriya-iya kami nak pergi jumpa PENOLONG KANAN HAL EHWAL MURID A.K.A. PKHEM keesokan harinya untuk memberitahu perkara sebenar!!! EEEEEEEEEEEE baiknya!!!! PELISLAH xD

Piah: takpe, saye sebagai penolong kelas akan beritahu PKHEM nanti.
Alya: kiteorang akan ikut awok, jadi supporter!
Aku: YE! GO PIAH!

Gitulah lebih kurang perbualan yang aku ingat (dan sedikit fake di situ sebab Alya takkannya berkelakuan baik sebegitu huh). Good girls gila kot. Tak rebel langsung. Siap nak gi mengaku kesalahan dekat PKHEM lagi tu takleh BLAH OK.

Keesokan harinya berjalan seperti biasa, tak ada pun manusia yang sedar tentang kecacatan kekal tong sampah tersebut, maka kami decide untuk berdiam diri je. Walaupun hari tersebut berjalan seperti biasa, mestilah kami ni tak berapa nak tenteram kan yelah dah buat salah takkan nak rilek je nama pun budak baik budi pekerti mulia isteri cerdik yang solehah penyejuk mata penajam fikiran di rumah dia isteri di jalanan kawan apa aku mengarut ni astaghfirullah!

Ceritanya habis di situ sahaja. Sementelah pula hingga kini perkara tersebut masih menjadi rahsia kami, walaupun 5 tahun sudah peristiwa tersebut. Sekarang ni tak rahsia dahlah sebab semua orang dah terbaca kat sini???? KEPADA SEMUA WARGA 2 IBNU QUDAMAH 2010, KAMI MEMOHON AMPUN DAN MAAF KERANA TIDAK BERCERITA DENGAN ANDA :')


So itulah ceritanya, pasal tong sampah je pun. Sampai sekarang kalau ingat balik dengan insan-insan yang berkaitan, mesti gelak macam orang gila -_- Ni pun taip sambil lap air mata sikit huhuhu sebab teringat meja yang berat dan perasaan bersalah yang entah apa-apa takde efek pun *emoji gelak nanges*

Dan rasanya tiada tindakan kot yang akan dikenakan kat kiteorang sebab sekarang ni pun Pengetua, PKHEM semua dah tukar dah x'''''D

Diharapkan segala kesilapan kami pada waktu silam dapat dimaafkan, people change :')

OKBAI!

If you love Harry Potter and Percy Jackson...

12.11.15

Hi there assalamualaikum!

Excuse me, I'm getting my booknerd mode on, and please bear with it! HEH!

Sooooooooooooooooooo, is there any Harry Potter or Percy Jackson's fans hereee?

(Nope, I can't heaaaaaaaaar youuuuuu)

(Uuuuuuuuuu who lives in the pineapple under the sea!)

Erm.

OK, I know there are like, a thousand billions of Potterheads around the world, including me. Except that I'm not thaaat hardcore, but I am somewhere in between a Muggle and a Wizard. If that makes any sense, since you know, it's either you're a Muggle or you're a Wizard. THERE IS NO IN BETWEEN THIS IS NOT THE FAERY WORLD WE'RE TALKING ABOUT (excuse me I'm still getting over the final book in The Iron Fey series *lies down* *tries not to cry* *gives in to mental breakdown*)

So, just in case you're a very stubborn Muggle, this is the Harry Potter series

Also, there are also fans of Rick Riordan's UHHH-MAY-ZINGGGG series, Percy Jackson and The Olympians! (And the Heroes of Olympus) Everyone loves Percy Jackson, who wouldn't? That gorgeous sea-like creature lol and annoying and charming and of course, lovable! Best known for its crappy movies *sighs* Logan Lerman is bae... but they made ENORMOUS changes in the movies, leaving us behind with no more real-life Percy-in-action. :(


I'm talking about this obviously. Huehue.

OK, SO! If you really really really really are, in the HP and PJ's fandoms, I'm here to recommend you, uh, another series that you MIGHT want to put in your reading list (or should I say, waiting-reading list? Heh.)

The Chronicles of NICK!

Hmm I don't even remember how I found out about this series. I guess I was just wandering around the MPH bookstore and found the first book (it's Infinity) batting eyelashes at me, pleading me to take it and put it in my shopping basket *rolls eyes*. Books are like that, they tend to stare at you and make you feel guilty if you don't pick them up. And proceed to the nearest counter to pay them. *sighs* We live in a world where books are soooooo rottenly spoilt. *pats books on my shelves*

The first book was good, although there were some plot holes here and there (of course, there are going to be ten books altogether in the freaking series). And cliffhangers, boy, AUTHORS are freaking damn evil with their cliffhangers. Sherrilyn Kenyon is the master of cliffhangers. At least Rick Riordan does cliffhangers on SOME of his books. Sherrilyn does that TO ALL OF HER FRICKIN NICK CHRONICLES and YOU HAVE TO WAIT FOR ANOTHER YEAR FOR THE NEXT BOOK

(Obviously every booknerds has experienced this kind of torment)

(Remind me to not buy book series with 10 books next time)

(Screw me)

The author, Sherrilyn Kenyon, is kinda famous for her other series, Dark Hunters series, I guess. I don't read that one, since it has 10 books and let me stick to emotionally unstable powerful teenage boys only, for now.


At fourteen, Nick Gautier thinks he knows everything about the world around him. Streetwise, tough and savvy, his quick sarcasm is the stuff of legends. . .until the night when his best friends try to kill him. Saved by a mysterious warrior who has more fighting skills than Chuck Norris, Nick is sucked into the realm of the Dark-Hunters: immortal vampire slayers who risk everything to save humanity.

Nick quickly learns that the human world is only a veil for a much larger and more dangerous one: a world where the captain of the football team is a werewolf and the girl he has a crush on goes out at night to stake the undead.

But before he can even learn the rules of this new world, his fellow students are turning into flesh eating zombies. And he's next on the menu.

As if starting high school isn't hard enough. . .now Nick has to hide his new friends from his mom, his chainsaw from the principal, and keep the zombies and the demon Simi from eating his brains, all without getting grounded or suspended. How in the world is he supposed to do that? - Infinity, Chronicles of Nick Book #1

Nick's friends consist of handsome and pretty demons, and other kinds of creatures that lurk within his life. And of course, Nick has a Mom, whom he loves so dearly that if she dies, it might be the end of Nick's "goodness". Nick also has his devilishly evil Daddy, that hates him to the core. But overall, his life is normal. Heh, nope, not a chance. OF COURSE, THAT'S ALWAYS THE CASE WITH ALLLLLLL THE TROUBLED BOY CHARACTERS FROM EVERY DAMN BOOK -_-

He's a doucebag, but also lovable. He's interesting and everything. I like his friend's character, Caleb, a lot, too. Caleb and Nick are two impossible best friends (though they wouldn't admit it, not in their lifetime) but their bond is so cuteeeeee, since Caleb is the brooding-I-hate-everything type and Nick is ALWAYS sarcastic and playful in every situation possible (kinda like Puck or Robin Goodfellow in The Iron Fey series, but with less prankster in him).

Ok erm I suck at this but maybe you should give it a try! (I don't know who read this blog anymore sighs) I'm currently at book six and I will patiently wait for another four years for this series to end :')

BYE!

It's EnglishJer and Anwaq Hadi!

1.11.15

Assalamualaikum. Hi! I'm sorry for the emotional post before, but believe me, that was me being rather 'rational emotional' than 'emotional emotional'. Geddit? Lol.

So.... last night, I attended a forum...... paneled by Anwar Hadi and EnglishJer guy, Qayyum (the one in EJ's videos)! Of course, organised by our faculty punya society, FALCOM (Faculty of Language and Communication). They talked about English. Duh. It's EnglishJer, so of course that was what they talked about.



I might have gotten a tiny bit excited since I got to see Anwar Hadi face-to-face? And gotta meet the really cool guy Qayyum? Heh. They were so steady on the stage, with Qayyum being....so, casual and I don't know, AWESOME? x) Oh and of course, Anwar Hadi being cocky and funny as he always is. I'm not really a fan of Anwar Hadi, but yeah, I did watch his videos first before MatLuthfi's. In fact, I knew MatLuthfi through Anwar Hadi. Heh.

Watching from below the deck (eh? hahaha), I pasang angan-angan that one day I'd be just like Anwar Hadi. Eh? Hahahaha. I mean, he's literally an icon. Ikon Belia gittew, bukan Ikon Vape kays. Hiks! He told us that he wasn't much of a talker during his school days. (Seriously, tho, like, yeah... he chats a lot on his videos!) His teacher even said that he talks more in ONE video that all of high school years combined! -____- Well, he does talk a lot in his videos, and fast...

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Or you can talk in front of the mirror, go figure :p

His turning point started during his time at IPG Pulau Pinang. He failed to answer his lecturer's verbal question (he demonstrated how he TRIED to answer but it came out like a seal trying to speak human lol), and I guess what he meant to say afterwards was that his lecturer flipped him off after his awkward response. Well, that was when he realised that he needed to change. Being a TESL student, well, takkan budak TESL tetiba takleh speaking kot? So yeah, from then on, he started practicing.

He'd make a five-minute video each a day. He did that for three months, and he'd replay the videos and detect things that he shouldn't be doing. Like, using too much, "You know...", y'know? HAHAHAHAHAHA bye anwarhadi. And too much nose scratching. In doing so, it's just him judging himself. No one can judge you, except you. You'll only feel people judging you because YOU ALLOW THEM TO. And take this from Qayyum and Anwar Hadi, people WILL judge you regardless of what you do.

Also, a little something from Emma Swan to Regina on Regina's happy ending.
“The only one standing in the way of your happiness, Regina, is you."
Couldn't agree more with you, Swan ;)

Getting flashbacks from all the drawbacks I've made in my entire life, I realised that the one standing in my own happiness is... *sighs* myself. And if we let other people define who we really are, well, we're just doomed. We decide who we are and who we want to be. If Plan A doesn't work out, we have 25 more alphabets to work on with :)

I'm being a little too inspirational here, aye? Lol *emoji gelak nanges*

Qayyum and Anwar Hadi also touched on confidence in speaking English. Qayyum said that speaking English is just like speaking our mother-tongue language. It doesn't matter if it's a broken English or a perfect English, you'd just have to 'shoot'. I remember him asking, "Kita cakap Melayu ni betul ke tatabahasa? Tak, kan? So, what's the difference with speaking English?" OK EVERYONE I'M SORRY FOR BEING A GRAMMAR NAZI ALL THIS TIME K

Just talk. Even my memanah punya coach pun said (I'm sorry this sentence is too rojak), "Dulu saya tak pandai pun cakap English, tapi saya kena practice sebab saya kena pergi antarabangsa punya tournament and all that. Pronunciation and grammar saya teruk, tapi lama-lama orang dah tak kisah, dan practice makes perfect." Ok that's not what he said entirely but close la hehehe takkan everything he said I have to jot down, right? Habis la dakwat pen kalau camtu

They touched on how we are actually afraid of the audience. What will the audience say? What will they see in me? What will they think of me, with broken grammar and heart *eh*? Just as I said in my intro (eyes to the right section of my blog, people, please), people will judge regardless as what you do (I said this twice in this post lol). So, you know what? SCREW THEM. Number one rule of speaking; Don't give a damn of what people will think/say about you. You're in your way in creating your own happiness, don't let other people's opinion on you stop you from achieving your dreams!

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WOW I CAN BE A MOTIVATIONAL BLOGGER

The point is, the MAIN point of this post is to actually highlight about meself. I love meself, of course. #nohate #loveyourself but it's just that I've been too afraid to speak in front and stuff like that. Hohoho. I'm going to change that. I may be an introvert, but I want to be a brave introvert. Erm, ok. Kbye

I learned two things from this forum: 1) Screw judgmental people and 2) If you see the opportunity to do something, GRAB IT! DON'T LET IT GO!

Okay the latter is one I came out with after... After....

He was so nice I almost cried

After taking selfies with Anwar Hadi! *cries* Usually, being the shy girl I am, I'd just, "Eh takyah lah ambik gambar. Lain kali la" pala hotak kau lain kali kau ingat jumpa Anwar Hadi hari-hari ke makcik oi haaaaaa kan dah kena bebel dengan diri sendiri. So, gathering all the bits of courage I had in me (I didn't know I had them heh), I pulled Farah and Jasmin to the crowd of people buat halaqah around Anwar Hadi and struggled to take a selfie with him.

And I actually forcefully put my phone in his hand, and WALAHHHHHHHH, a selfie with Anwar Hadi, people! *the feeling is just the same when I first got to USJ's Hogwarts*

I saw the chance for a selfie with him, and I grabbed it!

Even if suddenly Anwar Hadi had to go already, at least I TRIED, right? But that didn't happen, so yeah. :D

Thank you EJ and Anwar Hadi for coming! Although the hall was damn hot *aircond rosak, with literally no fans and penyejuk ke apa, thanks*, you stayed with us to the end! Yelah takkan nak blah cemtu je. Sorry for making you sweat like you baru lepas mandi kehkeh. Please do come again in the future :))) I'd love to be the moderator.... Heh!

By the way, today, I did my first speech presentation in front of my class (actually second time, but the first one doesn't count since it's in BM) about meaningful object. WHEWWWWWWW! I took all the advice from Anwar Hadi and Qayyum and poured it in today's speech! The most important thing is: Be yourself. I got this from a friend during our time together as Fasilitator Pelajar. It works when you just be yourself. And I'm proud of meself. I love meself. And when Madam commented on my speech, I was really grateful. ^_^ You wanna know the strangest thing? I'm happy.

*eh terquote Oliver Queen plak hehehehe*

Eh but seriously. Since I masuk first degree ni, today is the day that I truly feel happy. I want to thank some people that are still trying to save me even though I'm in a deep sh*t (sorry hehe). I thought people didn't care, so yeah. Actually it was me pushing people away. I still do that, but, uh, I'm trying to fix that. ANYWAY, THANKS TO THOSE PEOPLE (they don't know this but it's OK) for giving a damn about me :')

And...

Take it from this socially awkward and emotionally-at-times girl, just believe in yourselves and whatever you do, do it for your own happiness. Don't be the one standing in your own happiness! LOVE YOURSELVES!!!

Broken?

24.10.15

Hai assalamualaikum! I haven't been around here since forever *hides myself* *emoji mata* since I'm too 'busy' being a first-degree student.

Nah, just kidding. I'm not busy. My schedule is not packed at all (and awfully messed up), my classes are only for 2-4 hours a day, so yeah. And I don't have that much of assignments (actually I do, but since procrastination is somewhat everyone's best pursuit, so..k). A 4000-5000-word essay for History of English, a 15-page assignment on Bahasa Melayu Komunikasi, other HEL presentations and Linguistics and Languages stuff.

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Yup. Bluffing would get me nowhere.

Since I have so much time due to UniSZA cancelling classes for three days (convocation stuff-related), which, sadly, those classes would have replacements and that's why I said my schedule is so messed up -_- I spend days and nights watching Once Upon A Time (season 1 to season 4, and yay I'm currently on the last episode of Season 4) and then before that I killed time reading The Maze Runner series and the day before yesterday I didn't switched on the laptop for OUAT but I SPENT THE WHOLE DAY READING MAGNUS CHASE AND THE SWORD OF SUMMER!

I would've talked about Hook and Emma (OUAT main two characters and erm their ship name is Captain Swan since Hook is Captain Hook and Emma is Emma Swan wth am I blabbering about) being together and how Emma now is the Dark One (okay sorry for spilling this out it's not my fault everyone on Instagram, Twitter and Facebook is posting about how Emma is now the Dark One), but I understand quite well that doesn't concern any of you BUT CAN I STILL RAMBLE ABOUT THEM IT'S FUN AND HEARTBREAKING

once upon a time, emma swan, and captain swan image
Has anyone noticed that Jen M's hair is glorious? *sighs*

Oh yeah I also finished reading The Fate of Ten, the latest I Am Number Four sequel. I thought that was the last book??? BUT NO?? Still has a couple of books? Sometimes I hate authors, I really do. They go on killing our favourite characters and then making cliffhangers and whatsoever not!

I'm actually not feeling well. I mean, mentally. Physically I'm fine. I am just lost inside, and it's kinda stupid. I don't know what to do, I feel like giving up? It's absurd, but still, some people do feel that sometimes. I don't know what I'm supposed to be doing, and I think I'm so messed up right now. I let myself calm down by coloring, doodling, drawing, making mind maps (it's just me being messy), and I feel like I should just study, hold on to my pens and colored Sharpies, read books (history and stuff) and I'm just like, really lost here.

Hopefully this'll get better soon. In my head I've been thinking a lot of craps and junks, it's just so confusing to continue being normal as it is.

Let me break it to you: I don't feel like I have any REAL friends here. I am completely on my own, lost in my own world. I'm usually seen walking alone, and in group discussions (with the members that our lecturers have chosen), I AM HORRIBLY QUIET. You see, they HAD to ask as to why am I so silent. It's not my fault. Well, practically, yes. But I'm not used to being around English students, I don't know, the environment is just so different???

broken, neal cassidy, and once upon a time image

Despite what I said in my previous post, I don't even know if I can even hold on for much longer. Deep down inside, I'm pretty sure I can go through with this, for, well, another 4 years. But RIGHT NOW, I don't feel like I could make it. It's far ahead and uh, I'm afraid I'd break apart right in the middle. I hope not.

I just hope that I won't disappoint my parents again. I've disappointed them enough over the years.

Thanks for reading. :)

Pain makes you stronger, they said?

20.10.15

It still pains me (a little) when someone asks, "Eh why you take English ah, why you not in Medic?"

Uh and usually those who ask this are of my family members (like aunts and uncles and cousins of sort), bcs they have known me since forever. Fifiey, the girl who dreamed of becoming a doctor.

What can I say, things change, as well as people do. I didn't want to leave my Biology, Chemistry, Physics and Maths behind but I guess the right path for me is to do so. This is the way for me.

Taking English for my degree wasn't on my bucket list. But I've loved English since...I don't know, forever? Lol. I don't mind it at all, because English IS the one thing I'm passionate about.

It's just that, when people ask me, "Why are you not taking Science?" it literally KILLS me inside, bit by bit. That question reminds me of my past, the one I want to leave behind. Reminds me of the shattered hopes and dreams, you know, those kind of hopelessness and heartbreak?

I've been trying so hard to move on, but it's going to take some time. I've accepted this, my path, but it's like taking a big leap from Science to English. It's huge, even for me.

I told my friend that I feel like I've given up with life, I'll just let life carry me on, not the other way round. I don't care anymore, I'll just... endure it.

The thing is, I know, for me, giving up is not an option, not now, not ever. I don't give up that easily, no one does. So... I guess I have to keep fighting, hm?

I've been meaning to post this on Facebook but there are people there. Hahahahahahahhah which means there are none here lol

Okbye

Achilles, The Bees - Carol Ann Duffy

8.10.15

Myth's river — where his mother dipped him,

fished him, a slippery golden boy —

flowed on, his name on its lips.

Without him, it was prophesied,

they would not take Troy.

Women hid him, concealed him in girls' sarongs;

days of sweetmeats, spices, silver song . . .

but when Odysseus came,

with an athlete's build, a sword and a shield,

he followed him to the battlefield,

the crowds' roar,

and it was sport, not war,

but charmed foot on the ball . . .



but then his heel, his heel, his heel . . .

#UniSZAPastiTahu

14.9.15

Assalamualaikum and hiiii!

What if UniSZA DOESN'T KNOW?! HAAAAAAAAAA?!!

Okbye disclaimer teruk.

How all of you have been doing? I hope much better than me. I'm still adapting myself to UniSZA, my new course program, my new classmates and everything on degree life.


Surprise! I'd passed my orientation week (which was two weeks ago, I should've updated this blog last week but then I was busy doing nothing and everything so yea)! Almost 2000 people registered as first-year-degree students at UniSZA, so no, I haven't got the chance to know everyone yet. That seems impossible, don't you think? Lol.






The orientation week was mainly about a hundred taklimats about pengurusan universiti, kokurikulum, how the library is supposed to work, taklimat keselamatan and all that boring stuff. Huhu. It was blazing hot under the khemah besar. Ahem, no we didn't do these mundane taklimats in an air-conditioned building/hall, instead we did these outside so that we could feel the natural breeze swinging by (which was, not often, and UniSZA is near the sea SO YOU HAVE TO UNDERSTAND THAT THE LAND BREEZE DOESN'T COME DURING THE DAY OK).

Our facilitators decided to create the hashtag #UniSZAPastiTahu for the whole week of Minggu Mesra Siswa. I still haven't got the slightest idea what the hashtag means, but heyyyyyy let's play along! Hahahahaha they made a video explaining the hashtag but I was seated far at the back and let's just say my eyes couldn't adjust to the screen much huhu

It was kinda hot, but the facilitators were all kind and cool. They didn't denda us whatsoever, but sorry, their management skill wasn't charming.

I KNOW, I KNOW! It's not easy to handle 2000 students! But I've been there, done that. I know.


Perhaps in the future, I'd sign up as one of the facilitators, and make myself useful. Hehe.

After a whole week of utter devastation of boredom, I finally went home HAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA kbye

Home is nice.

The first week of lecture went well, though the lecturers only did some briefing and introduction this and that. I got really awkward and nervous since I am totally out of my typical-nerd-science-student zone. Huhuhu. My new course mates are all these speaking berhabuk berapi abugen kiddos and all that, and I won't lie, I am a bit scared. I still am. Huhuhu.

But I was never a speaker in front of people, anyway. Even in Bahasa Melayu. I'd lose all debates on the spot.

Truth be told, I have this mindset of seeing these 'language' students as 'bajet bagus'. Whenever they speak in English with complete makhraj and all (that means they don't sound like Malaysian la), also with such confidence and loudness in class, my devil in red would come and label them as 'bajet bagus'.

I am....

such...


a judger...

I need to stop this.....

once... and for all....

OMG I AM DEARLY SORRY!!!

Must be a thing with Malaysians, right. Labeling people. Huwaaaaaaa I don't wanna be typical.

πŸ’• diy πŸ’•FΓΌge eine Beschreibung hinzu..

But, since I'm now one of the 'language' students... I have to greet these new surrounding with tolerance and perseverance la kan. Huks.

I like people speaking in English and I love how we are practicing ourselves every day to do so. So people, please forgive me if I judge you too soon. I will try not to judge. #StopJudging

HA! My programme is under Faculty of Language and Communication, that consists of only two bachelor degree programmes, Bachelor in English (BEN) and Bachelor in Arabic Studies (BAS). So, if people were to ask us, "BEN ke BAS?" let's just say we'd go with kereta. Hiks. Hambarism at its best.

The hostel is nice, also. The food is really really cheap. You can get a plate of rice with a piece of chicken and telur goreng and air teh pen for RM4.80. I thought the makcik kafe was mocking me, so I said, "Ha?" but no, she repeated the same price. WHATTTTTTTT

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Above all, I am still adapting to this new life and new environment. I got a few of my friends and juniors from SHAMS studying here as diploma students. I met almost all of them these first three weeks. Hewhewhew it was awkward because it was them who noticed me, whereas me.... I don't look around at people during my walking to and fro I AM SO SORRY FOR THE HUNDREDTH TIME x)))

By the way, I am taking archery as my co-curricular activity. Koko is on Saturday...huh....that means...no going back on weekends for me for three semesters. But I'll go back anyway hAHAHHAHAHAHA and come back on Saturday. One of the perks of studying near your house (not that near la, it takes 30-45 minutes to get to UniSZA from my house)

BYE!

Fasilitator & Universiti Malaya.

21.8.15

Assalamualaikum.

Previous post has been about UPU result, so is this one. Hewhewhew.


Around two months ago, I had been selected as one of the FPs (Fasilitator Pelajar) for PASUM orientation week (2015/16's batch), MSKP. From there on, I got another huge big family, which are the FPs themselves. At first I was greeted with the sights of many unfamiliar faces. Most of them, I had never set eyes on during PASUM. Whew.

Being one of the FPs brought out the inner me. I become braver and more confident of myself. They, all of them, thought me that. They have been so warm and lovely and friendly.

My bureau - AKSI

We still plan hangouts after MSKP ended, and our WhatsApp group is always alive. Though I have no idea what topics are they discussing each time. *emoji gelak nanges* During Ramadhan, they managed an iftor at KUAZ, and almost half of us attended. The absent FPs include me, since I live faraway in Terengganu T_________T I was so devastatingly heartbroken at the time that I couldn't go because I had promised them T^T

Moving on, they also went for vacation in Port Dickson, which, of course, I was absent as well, since I had to carry my duty as a substitute teacher :(

The thing is, these guys mean so much to me. If I hadn't meet them, my life would be less delightful. They teach me things, and they are not mean, we always support each other no matter what the consequences are, visit each other (for those who live in KL Selangor Perak somewhere there lah, Terengganu Kelantan excluded huhuhu) and then they'd update everything in our WhatsApp group.


It's rare to find this kind of attachment towards a group of people, from all over Malaysia. All of us live in different states and yet we still connect. We'd go from making jokes and puns to discussing about the world's conspiracy, which is quite unique.

----

And it somehow saddens me.

Most of them are going to University of Malaya. And it's gonna be ages til I meet them again. I'd hope I'd get into UM, too, alas God has other plans for me.

It breaks my heart that the possibility of me seeing them again is reduced from 94.5% to 0.3%.

And yet I am happy for them. UM is the most prestigious university in Malaysia, so it's good for them. I wish them a happy good life in UM, the place where I left my heart. UM has grown up on me since PASUM and MSKP, so of course, it is kinda bit devastating to not get accepted there. But it's okay. I've passed my mourning stage. Huhu.

All the best to my fellow FPs :) Rindu korang. Ahaks :))))))))))))


Kalau tak ambik Sains, tak berjaya eh?

17.8.15

Assalamualaikum.

Hai, sehat? Alhamdulillah kalau sihat. Hewhewhew kalau tak sihat pun alhamdulillah jugaklah sebab masih lagi diberi peluang untuk bernafas harini. Gi la klinik or hospital kay.

UPU results came out a few days earlier. Ni nak bagitau result aku kat korang ni. Sabar eh. Jap je lagi aku bagitahu. But first and foremost I need you guys to keep in mind that this is like some sort of miracle from Allah, and I am fully redha with my result, so I hope everyone else is, too. Also, Allah has better plans for us, regardless of what we want. When Allah wills it, it WILL happen and there's no other thing to it.


On the 11th of August, my Form 5 students started their Trial SPM examination. While they were busy facing their Sejarah Kertas 3, Piqah, Nad and I were anxiously waiting for the clock to strike 12 noon. I was so nervous that I went to have a walk alone, and ended up in Bilik Kaunseling, to talk to Cikgu Rose (who distracted me with other things, thanks Cikgu hehe). I left Nad alone in the bilik guru, and Piqah was watching over 5 Ar-Razi for their exam.

I told Cikgu Rose I was hoping for UniSZA, course; Medic. And I'd felt that I'd get a place in UKM for Genetics.

I was ready with the the text 'UPU RESULT 960114******' tp 15888 and at 11.59am I opened the text and got my thumb ready to click the send button.

AND THEN THE 11.59AM CHANGED TO 12.00PM!

SEND!

...
...
...

-_-

There was nothing for the first 15 minutes, but then, UPU replied with a text similar to this;

CONGRATULATIONS! YOU HAVE BEEN ACCEPTED TO DB00 AT UNISZA!

:OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

YAY I GOT MEDIC AT UniSZA!!!!!

YAY!!!!

YAY!!!!!

And then I saw that DB00 code, and I remembered that usually Medic codes start with the letter 'M'. So, uh, Cikgu Rose and I went to check for the codes in one of the scrapbooks, and...

I still got UniSZA of course.

DB00 - Ijazah Sarjana Muda Bahasa Inggeris dengan Komunikasi

And I was like, "Wuuuuuuuuuutttttt?" when did I put this DB00 in the list??!! I didn't tick the [YA] for 'Adakah anda ingin menerima tawaran lain selain pilihan di atas?', so I guess it must be one of options I chose, but the question is...

Pilihan keberapakah kos tersebut?

Maybe 8/9/10/11/12... Of course, if you had to choose for 12 options... Manalah cukup kos Medik sampai 12. Kenalah pilih kos lain juga kan. Huihui. And then BAM! Dia bagi aku pilihan yang ke berapa lah aku letak tu. Dapatlah English for Communication tu. It was a relief, though, since Medic isn't for me, then why not something I'm good at? Aherherher. English has always been my passion since the dawn of time.

Some are supportive, congratulating me and all. But the others, seem a bit too reluctant to accept that I may not be continuing my journey as a student in Medicine.

Hina sangat kot dapat course Arts je. Dapat course Sains baru mulia. AHAKS.

Hence, the title.

I don't know lah. For so long I've been trying to please people around me, going for Science foundation, taking Biology, Chemistry and Physics, studying those subjects like crazy, and me finally getting done with that freaking Physics. I never scored in those subjects. My SPM I got B+ for Chemistry, A for Biology and A- for Physics, and it's not enough. During foundation, Physics was out of the box, I literally gave up on Physics!

Well yeah I did score for Biology and Chemistry in Foundation, but it was too late. OKAY?

*me stressing over my life choices right now*


And when UPU gives you what you're capable of, then you go ahead. Allah has given me that one thing that I'm passionate about, so... CAN EVERYONE PLEASE LET ME GO? Let me follow my dreams and yes, I know, what about my future? What job opportunities are available for me when I graduated from this course? Really? Rezeki Allah bagi, kan?

I have accepted this with a willing heart, so all I'm asking that my dear beloveds do that, too. It's okay to not be a doctor, although it has been my dream for so long. Kat dunia ni tak semua orang kena jadi doktor, huhuhu. Kalau layak, bolehlah jadi. Kalau tak, dapatlah kos lelong. EH? Hahahahahahhaahaha kbye gurau je

Anyways, congrats to everyone! Be grateful for what you got, since there are still others out there who are waiting to get into a university. It's not a shame in not getting Medic, Dentistry, Pharmacy and other hard courses, because you're the one who's going to do all the studying, not everyone else. Screw pessimists! Heh. Do your best and most importantly, do what you're in love with, so that you'll enjoy every moment of your life.

Whith Dune 😌❤

Special thanks to my Asasi English teacher, Miss Su, who has given me a lot of motivational words and encouragement. And she's my inspiration as well, she's one of the reasons I'm interested in taking English hehe. Also, not to forget my cousin, Farha Jalila, who is always supportive of me, and even though she's a little bit of a fixer upper, she gives the best advice. And to everyone else, sorry I let you guys down. Sorry for not getting Medic. I'm a bit sad, too, but Allah has better plans for me, don't you think so? ;)

Bye! :*

Cikgu.

8.8.15

Assalamualaikum. It's been a long time without you my friend....... Lulz.

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So... What's up? It has been Syawal for a while, and I can't believe my eyes that my days home are going to end soon. Huuuuu... UPU results are coming out this Tuesday. *rips papers apart* *cries*

Heh.

I am now working. HIHIHI! As a substitute teacher at my old secondary school, SHAMS. Teaching Add Maths.......... I know, right? HAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAH I can't believe it myself either. But, there's a but okay? I signed up for this with two other friends, Syafiqah and Nadhirah. So, we are the three teachers teaching in a class, got it? Hewhewhew but we only use my name for the resume and all. The gaji soon we'll divide three. I don't mind the money, as long as I have a job. And I can see Piqah everyday lulzzzzz And Nad, too, but she is sometimes absent (/.\)

I remember my English teacher in Form 5, Teacher Mahshuri, she had cursed me to become a teacher -_- just because I said that I didn't want to be a teacher........ It was true. Erm sort of?

IT WAS TRUE?

WHY IN THE WORLD IT ISN'T "IT IS TRUE"?!

WHY THE PAST TENSE?!

K.

We started off on 26th July. Yeah, it has been 2 weeks already. Our service will expire on the 22nd August. We're replacing Teacher Asmalia for a while because she's undergone a surgery :'( We hope she'll be in the best of health after her 6-week rest.

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I want that pink calculator, too -_-

The first week was a bit hard. We were adapting. Everyday got tired everybody ah. So stressed. Maybe because the body had been trained to lay all-day long in bed in the months before and then suddenly it had to wake up early every day and do some work. Form 4 and 5 classes are not on the ground floor. Form 4 tingkat empat and Form 5 tingkat tiga. Thank God the bilik guru is on the second floor. Tu pun bila sampai tingkat empat tu mengah macam baru lepas merentas desa. Memalukan.

Me when entering 4 Bukhari the first time (after climbing the stairs), "KENAPA KELAS AWAK TINGGI SANGAT NI HA?!" -_______________- *continued to pant*

If we were teaching a much simpler and lighter subject, I'd think the first week would go off smoothly. But Add Maths. Hewhewhew I admit, Add Maths isn't easy (who said it is...), but hey, actually it isn't. After Asasi, I've had a high tolerance towards Add Maths. Sebab lepas belajar Asasi, everything clicked, everything in Add Maths Form 4 and Form 5 makes sense.

But, I didn't think I'd find it quite fun to be teaching these kids. They're like, two or three years younger than us.

AND I KNOW UNDERSTAND HOW TEACHERS FEEL.

The other teachers are all supportive of us, and I'm really glad. We're so new and teaching is so... out of the box. But our teachers (they taught us, too, before) helped us every day. I'm so touched and as every day goes by, my love for the teachers deepens.

FEU Tamtam

The students are okay, too. I love them all. I love all of them. HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAH! It's a bit harder teaching the kelas-kelas depan. Their questions are so advanced... *sighs* And then when we answer their questions, they'd ask the "whys".............. T_T

Basically Nad and Piqah do the teaching (in front of the class) all the time. I do that, too, but not quite often. I like to wander around the class and help the students when they call me for private tutor. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH you know la some kids are embarrassed to admit that they don't understand when the teacher in front ask out loud, so yeah when they make eye-contact with me, I know la where to go and then from there I'd explain to them :))))

Now that I've experienced being a teacher, it makes me feel more grateful towards them. Not that I didn't feel that way before this. It's just...yeah, it teaches me things.

Like, if you don't know anything about something, don't condemn or say bad things. Maybe there's something going on that you don't know. Don't judge and most importantly, be understanding.

Know what?

I searched for "teachers" on weheartit and none of the pictures are positive things said about teachers. Why? You don't value your teachers, hah? They do so much for you, and you don't give a damn.

Oh, and then when your results don't come out good, you blame the teachers?

MY BRAIN CANNOT DIGEST THAT MINDSET, THANK YOU VERY MUCH

And everything that happens at school is the teachers' faults? K.

Parents nowadays (who always point fingers to the teachers) should open their eyes. You yourselves cannot take care of your children THAT well, then you expect the teachers to do it for 1000000 students? Wow. The MENTALity.

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Eh eh eh. Alamak. Lari topik. Hahahahahahaha.

But please, take this seriously. Change, people, change. So that you can change the country. And the nation. And the world. And the prime minister.......................

BYE! HAHAHAHA

Raya.

16.7.15

Ibu yang mengandungkan Walid, nenek kami, kami panggil Che'.

Telah pergi bertemu Pencipta sewaktu aku darjah tiga. 2009.

Dah lama.

Tapi, insan yang seorang ini sungguh special di hati Walid. Sebab Walid jarang senyum dalam gambar, kecuali gambar yang ada Che' sekali.

So, petang tadi Amuh ikut Walid pergi ziarah kubur Allahyarhamah Che'.

Dan Amuh berbunyi di group WhatsApp.

"Esok lepas solat raya, kita terus ke rumah Ayahlong. Kemudian, balik ke Kg. Raja. Pukul 10.00 pagi sampai Kg Raja dan pukul 11.30 pagi pulang ke Taman Haji Da dan solat Jumaat di Pengadang Baru. Sekian laporan dari pusara Che'." -Amuh

Abang antara yang respon... "Kirim salam kat Che'."

"Che' tengah tidur."

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Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri semua. Maaf zahir dan batin. Kalau ada tersalah kata, terguris hati dan sengaja buat salah, aku harap dapatlah korang cari secubit rasa ikhlas dalam hati tu untuk maafkan aku.

Dan untuk Che' dan Bapak (arwah atuk belah Ummi) juga Atuk Omar, ayah Walid, (yang aku dan semua adik-beradik tak pernah jumpa), semoga tenang di sana.

Al-Fatihah.

P/s: Sepatutnya Hari Raya Fitrah disambut dengan kegembiraan, tapi harini macam sayu pulak. Tambah tambah bila Amuh jawab Che' tengah tidur tadi. Sobs. :'(

Love At First Sight

6.7.15

Assalamualaikum.

God, I didn't even have a clue I'd be doing this thing right now. This is me getting bored and having nothing to blog about. (I actually have to blog about MSKP but I'm not in the mood since I forgot everything's that happened before Japan, time seems to move too fast)

Grant gustin
But I'm faster, remember?

I used to do this all the time before. OK (*3*)

1. If you could change something about your home, without worrying about the expense or the mess, what would you do?
Uh, enlarging my room? And adding another five bookshelves? Duh?
Okay seriously I'd do that. Also, I want a swimming pool and a garden where I could spend time reading there.

2. What was the last thing you bought?
Angah's birthday present.

3. Would you go bungee jumping or sky diving?
How about both? I can do with some extreme activities for now, since I feel like I have all the time in the world (this is an understatement). Or maybe some of these roller coaster rides would do.

  

4. Do you have a garden?
Please refer question 1. Obviously no.

5. What is the first thing that you think of when you wake up in the morning?
During Ramadhan, I'd think about how happy I am to wake up for sahur, because I'm going to greet the food and eat them. During other times, I'd think about what I'm going to have for breakfast. And I myself wonder why I'm fat. K.

6. If you could eat lunch with one famous person, who would it be?
GRANT GUSTIN OBVIOUSLY

7. Who sent the last text message you received?
*shrugs* Probably Celcom, or some kind of spam number. It's always <<Content not supported>> I can't even understand why they decide to continuously spam me. And... what type of question is this?! Nobody uses SMS anymore. We have WhatsApp. *flips tudung Zarazuri*

8. Which store would you choose to max out your credit card?
Is this even a legal question? OBVIOUSLY MPH BOOKSTORES AND BORDERS. If there are other bookstores I'm happy with, I'd undoubtedly spend every pound of money I have. But since I'm broke (my parents are not, but I decided not to waste their money), so this is just going to stay in my dream list.

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9. What time is bed time?
Anywhere around 2am. I have insomnia. Please someone get me a cure. :'(

10. What did you do for your last birthday?
Studying? I was in the middle of my study week? Huhu. Just went for a dinner with my family and Wahidah. Kakngah bought me different flavours of cakes from Secret Recipe, and Wahidah and I ate them like a boss.

11. Who was the last person you ate dinner with?
Since it's Ramadhan, of course the answer's gonna be: With my family. (Or what? You expecting a different answer? I'm not a fun person to have dinner with :{)

12. Is the glass half empty or half full?
Half you fool. But, seriously, who cares? *groans* If I want it to be full, I'll add more liquid to it. If I think half is enough, then I'd just freaking drink it.

13. What's the farthest-away place you've ever been?
*checks the map* Turkey. A very nice country, with nice weather and cute kitties.


14. Have you ever won a trophy?
Once. I won the SAHIBBA competition in 2012. *sighs* *you did SAHIBBA but you didn't do Scrabble why*

15. Have you ever had to wear a uniform to school?
Every single freaking day, since 2003 until 2013. Though the colour varied from time to time. For instance, in 2003 and 2004 I wore white, 2005 until 2008 it was blue. And then it went white again from 2009 to 2011, but changed to pink during 2012 until 2013. Wow, that's a lot of years.

16. Do you believe in love at first sight?
Depends. I don't know. If you're ugly (or not good-looking), perhaps no. See, people have always made up craps like "Looks don't matter" and "People don't fall for looks first" when in fact LOOKS MATTER and PEOPLE DO FALL FOR LOOKS FIRST. No one falls for personality at the first sight, please be real.


17. Think fast, who do you like right now?
Grant Gustin? Hahahahahahahah

18. What time do you get up?
During Ramadhan, at 4.45am or somewhere near 5am. If it's not Ramadhan, around 6am :')

19. Is there anything going on this weekend?
Nah... Just me chillin' at home. (But next weekend is Raya, so yeah)

20. How are you feeling right now?
A little bit groggy because I slept at two last night. But here's the thing: it's good that I feel like this, sometimes I feel like ripping the whole world apart but since I'm a nice girl, I choose to remain quiet in my room and read books.

Okay good day, people :)

Day 6: Ueno, Ginza and Akihabara

5.7.15

Assalamualaikum.

Day 6 consists of nothing else than more shopping and eating. In the morning we headed straight for Ueno for more souvenirs. I didn't get anything since I'd bought my fair amount of souvenirs at Asakusa. So, my trip to Ueno only involved wandering around the place with Iman, Haidah and Ain Mamarazzi. Okay, I did stop for buah potong which was tawar ahaks :')

After Ueno, we went to Masjid Ueno, which was so comfortable and nice. We could spend all day there hahahahahaahaha we solat jama' and berjemaah Zohor and Asar. We lepak lepak for a while before marching for a Malaysian restaurant owned by Malaysian Chinese in Ginza. It is quite famous. Sensei said if any of the orang kenamaan Malaysia came to Japan, they'd order food from this restaurant.

And the best thing is, the owner sponsored our meal! They served sambal sotong, kangkung masak belacan (the best vegie dish I've ever tasted, keep in mind that I don't eat that much veges), telur dadar and Miso soup (not exactly Miso soup, but with a bit of Malaysian taste, hmm somewhere there ahaks)

This is us taking a picture in front of the restaurant

After getting ourselves full, we went to Akihabara. I thought it was another place to buy souvenirs (like Asakusa and Ueno), but I was greeted by a 9-floor building. I guess it was 9 la, I almost forgot the small details, lulz. Floor 1 was all phones and stuffs. Floor 2 was idontremember. Floor 3 got cameras and computers and headphones. I got a pair of headphones ehehe :3

I wandered around with Ain Mamarazzi for some time, then she needed to go to the toilet. So I walked alone since there. I went up and down, rounded each of the floor. I got to see some 3D printer which was like, super cool.

And then I saw a few types of portable printers. Very classy and I have wanted to have one since PASUM. But I didn't buy the printer because erm, I thought it'd be susah to bawak balik to Malaysia, but then... IT WAS FREAKING PORTABLE AND SMALL K! -_- When I told my parents and Angah about the printer, they were like, "Apasal tak beli?" HUHUHUHUHUHUHUHUHU Sensei let's go back to Japan please

So, uh, after Akihabara, we went back to our hotel to hail some taxis, to the bus station for Haneda Airport. We bid farewell to Toyoko Inn, huhuhu kinda sad leaving Tokyo so soon.

Waiting for the bus

At the bus station, there was this pakcik gatal (Japanese) who stopped by us to have a conversation. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH we had a picture with him but I couldn't find it in my gallore.

Byebye Monzen-Nakacho :'(

So, as soon as we boarded the bus, I fell asleep. Huhuhu it was a tiring day and I didn't want to leave Japan so soon. About an hour later we reached Haneda, and together we went inside. We performed our solat first before checking our bags in. A friendly reminder that the check-in process in Japan is not as smooth as in Malaysia. Lama gila baqhang beratoq. It felt similar to the queue at USJ and Disneyland. Lulz.

After that, we went about the airport, searching for food. There was a halal restaurant but it was getting late and they couldn't serve food in time for us, so we got ourselves some onigiri at Lawson (thanks Lawson, for providing us food throughout the whole trip hahaha).

Once we got into the departure gate, it was time to say byebye to Japan.


During our flight take-off, I could see a few of the staff working on ground, bowing us passengers goodbye. HUWAAAAAAAAAAA I am so gonna miss Japan and its friendly people.

So there, goodbye Japan. *tears forming*

We reached KLIA2 at 6 in the morning, and bid farewell to each other (especially the ones who were staying in KL and Selangor and Putrajaya). My girls. :(

We had a big mighty breakfast and it was Sensei's treat u.u Arigatou gozaimasu, Sensei!

I had to wait for my flight at 4pm, so yeah, I was left alone after Ain Sha and Chew's flight at 1pm. Byebye, everyone. Take care.

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It was indeed a wonderful experience for me. I had been to Japan once, but what did I know back then? And I had never been on any vacation with my friends, so it was kinda fun traveling with friends. Although at first I didn't even know most of them, but we grew up on each other rather fast. I'm glad I met these girls and of course after this life wouldn't be the same without them. I am going to miss everyone :')

These kinds of experiences are hard to find, and I am grateful that I chose to join this trip.

Actually, the real story is... My family was supposed to go to Spain this year, Walid, Ummi, Angah, Amuh and I. After I finished PASUM. But then, Angah and Amuh are to get married, so Walid cancelled the trip, saving money for their weddings.

SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO, since I'm not in the "to-get-married-this-year" list, I requested to join the Japan trip.

Me before the trip: Everyone else wants to get married, go on, but me, I'm going for a vacay :p

That's all for now. BYE! :3